Skinwalkers: Distant Thunder, Chapter Twenty One
Clueless, feeling unusually spiteful after their little “talk” at the creek, would glance back every few minutes and smile at the look on her face, which was somewhere between pure seething hatred, and despondent self-loathing.
Reaching for the Stars - Chapter 35: New Year Cold
He often just sat on his bed, or in the small space between the bed and the nightstand, keeping his thoughts to himself, keeping the violence and harsh words to himself, keeping his self-loathing to himself.
Chapter 20
While shadowheart stewed in his own self loathing, to the north a trio of dragons flew towards the great wind dragon city of wind scar. marshal was leading the group flanked by nightstream and his brother slipstream.
Wages: Chapter Three
_ once more the self-loathing rose up as i walked away. _why must you behave like that, you dumb brute?! she probably wasn't even talking about you! oh, how the provider would chastise you for that!
Rats
I'd expected something a lot more interesting than self-loathing from the guy. now he'd bored me. "i hear there's a real expensive doctor who can help you play human if you feel like it. i got customers to tend to." "wait!"
Mischievous Sands
"this evil that humanity has created, the single evil of self-loathing and ridicule, destroys something precious," dr. faulk explained. "this evil encompasses all governing institutions of our society.
Luca's Story Ch. 20
Luca found a sick little triumph in her self-loathing path, but then he surprised her. "no, and that's why when you do, you'll know happiness the likes of which they never will. they don't have the blessing of fully appreciating the best things in life.
Starkind: Defy the Dark
Excitement, regret, the feeling of success, and self-loathing at times, for her unbidden fealty to her country and the duty foisted upon her as a girl.
Armageddon: Chapter 5 - "Trust"
Mia looked back in disgust and self-loathing. "i don't deserve your sympathy. i've put you through enough as it is." she crossed her arms and stared at the ceiling, she just wanted to disappear. "...what makes you so sure of that?"
Seekers Tale Part 33
As i pat his shoulder before turning to walk off towards haran i make the comment, "let's hope that you never have to know what that kind of self loathing is like wolfie. believe me it's something you never recover from, and i have had a few centuries to try
Balanced on the Knife Edge Ch. 5
The severity of her failure in bruma was fully hitting her now, and she had nothing to hold onto, nothing to stop her from falling down the great abyss of self-loathing she had spent so much of her adolescence in. a scream sounded in the forest.
Halo: Left Behind, Chapter 4: Why We Fight
Instead she felt the waves of self-loathing and despair he emitted like a broken faucet, spewing his emotions into the open air. not even his massive suit of armor could contain what he felt on his core.