Gortoz 'A Ran - Ch 86 - "No Fear..."
The day I talked to Tarik changed everything for me. Hearing what he experienced during the war and sharing our stories was difficult but it opened my eyes... All these years, I felt guilty to have survived it and tried to forget what happened there......
Gortoz 'A Ran - ch 51- The need for her affection...
I was on my way home but the many red traffic-lights I encountered gave me a lot of time to think. How the fuck was I able to be so goddamn stupid? So fucking naïve? Why the fuck did I had to tell her? I shouldn't have told her about my feelings for...
Gortoz 'A Ran - ch 66 - The little boy next door
As the weeks passed by, Blain and I were hanging out and having fun, like we always did. Now that he was back, things couldn't get any better... Well, apart from all the shit that was happening around me but... Being with Blain made me forget. I saw...
The voice of reason - Ch 25 - What the heart once owned...
About a week later, on a rainy day, I was driving home. Visibility was poor... Weather conditions were bad. The streets were empty. Every now and then, I saw someone running through the rain, looking for shelter. I reached an intersection with a red...
The voice of reason - Ch 19 - Believe in me...
One Friday evening, when Ceylan was spending the evening with her parents, and Meagan went to see her grandmother for a week in San Mantégua, which is a 2 day drive by the way, Terry and me were the only ones left. Well, besides Blain, but... I didn't...
The voice of reason - Ch 18 - My dearest Ceylan...
That Saturday afternoon, while I was on my laptop going through old conversations on MSN because I was bored as hell and Meagan was still asleep, I came across a conversation between Terry and Ceylan. Eleventh of august, 2009 at 2:14 AM... So she had...
The voice of reason - Ch 13 - Digging up the past...
The next Tuesday, I was preparing myself to see Josephine again. Made sure I had my sheet of paper with me. Luckily, college wasn't starting in a few hours, so I could do whatever I wanted every Tuesday morning. Those mornings used to be a perfect...
The voice of reason - Ch 8 - Confess...
Two weeks passed since the night I first slept with Terry... I talked to him a lot... Back then, I didn't regret sleeping with him... I thought that it could set things right in the end... Slowly but steady, he got over Ceylan even though he still had...
Gortoz 'A Ran - Ch 42 - “Do Eoji et e Janandira”
Now that everything was settled between the three of us, I had nothing that would ever stand in the way again. It felt good to confront Nikki about my relationship with Terry and it turned out that she was eager to talk to me about it as well. Nikki...
Gortoz 'A Ran - Ch 10 - "With lead in my feet..."
Blain and I saw each other lesser and lesser ever since. Not because of the things that happened, but because Blain started to live his own life with his own friends. Whenever we were seeing each other, we were close friends like we've always been, as...
The voice of reason - Ch 14 - Ferrari's, Lamborghini's and McLaren's...
Before I knew it, it was Friday again. Terry had his birthday party that Friday night. He became 23 years old. Already got him a present and I'm sure he'd like that... I talked to him the night before, and he said that Ceylan would be there too. So I...
Gortoz 'A Ran - Ch 83 - A random act of kindness
I woke up that Saturday afternoon when I heard the birds singing outside... Letting out a big yawn as I stretched my body while I had my eyes closed and moved closer towards him... _"Hm... Never noticed how fluffy Blain really is..."_ I thought to...