Gortoz 'A Ran - Ch 20 - To get in touch...

'Spade Jack.' 'Hmm...' 'What'll it be, kitten?' 'Hold on, I'm thinking...' 'It's your decision to call the top card.' 'Diamonds.' 'Oh, how convenient. Diamond eight, skip a turn, spade eight, skip a turn, spade Ace, my turn again, spade...

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Gortoz 'A Ran - Ch 8 - Meant to be broken...

Sarah was very different whenever Mikaela wasn't around. Very outgoing, fun loving with a "happy go lucky" kinda personality. And I noticed I changed as well. I wasn't that timid anymore... I had a lot of self confidence, knowing I would kick some ass...

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Gortoz 'A Ran - Ch 27 - The girl with the long maroon hair...

'No...' 'Yes.' 'You serious?!' 'Yes!' 'You mean you have his number for well over two weeks and you still haven't called him yet?' 'And why should I? I mean, he goes to the same school as I do. If he really wants to see me so bad, he could just...

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Gortoz 'A Ran - Ch 18 - To make a difference

I had this dream once... I was walking on a deserted country road while I was surrounded by grasslands as far as the eye could see. No hills, no trees, nothing for hundreds of kilometres. The heavy rain was pouring down as the grey clouds were slowly...

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Gortoz 'A Ran - ch 47 - The ignoring of my denials...

It's strange how that one little insignificant sign of affection changed so much for me that night. But from my experience, a sign of affection is never insignificant, no matter how small that may be. Especially for me... And even though Nikki was...

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Gortoz 'A Ran - ch 57 - The bitter truth...

'You did WHAT?!!' 'Yeah...' 'But why?! I thought everything went great with you and Terry!' 'I know, it's fucked up...' 'Well hey, I'm not the one to judge you but damn, you really messed up this time, Ceylan.' 'I'm well aware of that, thanks for...

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Gortoz 'A Ran - ch 44 - “no road is impassable for the tenacious”...

Things were going great that week for me. I finally knew what was troubling Terry and to have talked about it felt great. I figured things would go naturally and we'd give it time, like we did with most things. Nevertheless, the week went by fast....

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Gortoz 'A Ran - ch 55 - The biggest sacrifice

It started to take it's toll on me, you know. Being so secretive, to keep things to myself. Not letting Terry know that I was cheating on him with his best friend... Do you think that my actions were justified for being in love with a girl...? I...

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Gortoz 'A Ran - Ch 39 - Bon a santé...

Haha, oh man... Wow... Every time I think back of it puts a smile on my face. Even now, I'm still grinning in bed for being reminded of it once more. I couldn't stop thinking about it... I was so happy... For the first time in my life, I had someone...

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Gortoz 'A Ran - Ch 42 - “Do Eoji et e Janandira”

Now that everything was settled between the three of us, I had nothing that would ever stand in the way again. It felt good to confront Nikki about my relationship with Terry and it turned out that she was eager to talk to me about it as well. Nikki...

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Gortoz 'A Ran - ch 41 - "The only friend I have..."

'I think your plan backfired, Terry.' 'Why is that?' 'It seems as if she just doesn't want me around her.' 'Who, Nicole?' 'Yeah, I mean, I saw her during lunch again in the cafeteria and Nicole really seemed to be surprised that I sat with her...

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Gortoz 'A Ran - ch 62 - A sudden change

Feeling the hot damp of steam filling the shower cabin always made me relax... Made me calm down whenever I was upset about something... Made me think about the things that were on my mind... Sitting on the bottom of the shower cabin as the hot water...

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