Suicide
Suicide..so taboo, eh? when we think about death...we are scared. is there a god? will i be happy? will i go to hell? will it hurt to go? will i just rot in the ground? these and more we ask ourselves. we all die..eventually. but some people are filled...
waking dreams (poem)
why when we want to be good, we have to realize that the world, the one and only world we know, decides to rip you apart? the lonely screams run rampart, echos of those crying, we just march to those who are dying, to war we go. we...
Impacting Thoughts
Love. A four letter word that can keep you from feeling alone. A four letter word that destroys your world. Perhaps a word with no meaning. or Maybe even a word without a soul. Happiness was our major goal. The whole thing is, I just can't let...
Depressive Thoughts (working through writers block)
It is a slightly depressing story, and it does not have a happy ending, so don't expect one. (sorry) also, i didn't go over it a second time, so errors are plausible. critique is always appreciated, so enjoy, and tell me what you think!
Seperation (A minti story)
I walk hand in hand with him. Through the greenest of fields and the most desolate plains..I am with him. Always. We've been through the most beautiful times a person can witness...and through some of the worst only the darkest recesses of the mind can...
through the jungle (poem)
through the jungle we run through the jungle, never to know whats on our heels, we run through the trees. never looking back behind. we are found.. trapt.. like animals we run trough the jungle, away from the fire, and hail of...
Lone Wolf
Misery, It is my company, My only constant companion, Who never leaves my side. I awake, It is morning, No one is by my side, Nobody to lick my nose. I sleep, It is late, No one is waiting, Nobody to cuddle with. Every day, Blends...
Cant You See?
Can you see me Not what i appear to be Can't you see This smile isn't really me Its just a mask To hide the fact That im trapped With a body that doesn't belong Can you see Who i am inside Behind the mask That i hide behind ...
The Note (aka The Grand Delusion)
By the time you read this, the contents of this letter will prove to be rather pointless, and yet I have left it for you to read in my absence. There is always a need for closure, and hopefully this will provide you with some. I, on the other hand,...
drowning
I'm drowning in sadness, my head below water watching everyone breathe. I'm panicking; gasping for breath, I need to breathe but it's impossible. Every time my head breaks above the water I'm just shoved back down. I try to swim, but I have weights...
Poem: Home
I never expected to find home in a psych ward, Home in a very very unknown place, Home in ev'ry heartbeat, ev'ry shadow, Home in ev'ry crying, sobbing face, Home, for every tear that I will shed here, Home, for each and every drop I would, ...
The Thanksgiving Turkey
I never got around to filming it, but honestly, it's just too depressing for any sane person to make. but i decided to get this out there anyway, so i post this here so you too can be depressed this thanksgiving.