Pain in the world
Fuck everyone and everything
I lose my mind every now and then.
I realize just how broken I am.
Denied, demoted, disgraced, discarded.
By friends, family, and piers, amongst others.
The joke is funny but I think it's stupid.
The joke is stupid but I think it's funny.
I was a happy little boy, at first.
But then, depression hit me like a bullet.
I'm still wounded on the inside.
Wondering if I can last.
It hurts me. To do anything.
It hurts to live.