Pain in the world

I lose my mind every now and then. I realize just how broken I am. Denied, demoted, disgraced, discarded. By friends, family, and piers, amongst others. The joke is funny but I think it's stupid. The joke is stupid but I think it's funny. I...

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Succumbing

Everyday I smile at my friends Show I'm a bright and happy kid I get home and laught at today Like I have no care ... But then my dark side takes over I sit on my bed and tuck into isolation Cry because no one is there I go downstairs and find...

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Isolation

I stand there, frozen. I don't take pity in what I've just done. It's my family, sitting on the couch, laughing at me, that I take pity in. I was startled out of my mind and could have gotten seriously hurt. Out of all people, why does my family...

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Depression

You find yourself drowning In the middle of the sea Everyone around you swims Why would this be? I flail and flounder Hoping for a breath But no one seems to care I'm on the verge of death But one person donates their breath Showing how much...

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Enjoying a Hellhole

Funny the way things can be When life seems to be nothing but paradoxes I could have the time of my life Whilst my depression gnaws at me like it does everyday I smile and laugh at jokes When my conscious tells me I'm the fool I love...

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