Gortoz 'A Ran - ch 65 - An old friend's return
#66 of gortoz 'a ran things started to get really difficult for me to cope with ever since then. it didn't mattered where i looked, shit was happening everywhere. or at least, that's how it felt to me...
Gortoz 'A Ran - ch 56 - To be together...
#57 of gortoz 'a ran making a choice that i never wanted to make was difficult. because no matter what i'd choose, i was going to loose either terry or nikki one way or another by doing the things i always told myself not to do...
Gortoz 'A Ran - ch 74 - The strings that hold me up
#75 of gortoz 'a ran arryn21: ffs, stop messing about! you're so f'cking annoying doomdeathlord96: lol!!! ur really a girl? arryn21: ... yes, which is why my character is a girl too doomdeathlord96: omgwtfbbq arryn21: dude...
Gortoz 'A Ran - ch 55 - The biggest sacrifice
#56 of gortoz 'a ran it started to take it's toll on me, you know. being so secretive, to keep things to myself. not letting terry know that i was cheating on him with his best friend...
Gortoz 'A Ran - ch 73 - Me and my funny accent
#74 of gortoz 'a ran despite blain's best efforts to help me forget about nikki, i still had a hard time to accept the break-up. even though i still had many questions about her and what was truly happening, something told me it was best not to know.
Gortoz 'A Ran - ch 79 - Take the plunge
#80 of gortoz 'a ran as the days passed by, blain tried to forget about his embarrassing moment with me. i wasn't bringing it up nor did i teased him with that but still...
Gortoz 'A Ran - ch 57 - The bitter truth...
#58 of gortoz 'a ran 'you did what?!!' 'yeah...' 'but why?! i thought everything went great with you and terry!' 'i know, it's fucked up...' 'well hey, i'm not the one to judge you but damn, you really messed up this time, ceylan.'
Gortoz 'A Ran - ch 48 - Worth to live for..
#49 of gortoz 'a ran with the way things were going for terry and me, it was inevitable for us to take things to the next level. everything that terry and i experienced together in bed made me see sex from a total different perspective.
Gortoz 'A Ran - Ch 83 - A random act of kindness
That's what we call in my culture _"gortoz 'a ran"_..._'_ _'_what does it mean?' 'it means "i wait"...' 'just like i'm waiting for daddy right now?' 'yes...
Gortoz 'A Ran - ch 53 - True to my beliefs...
#54 of gortoz 'a ran it seemed right to do at the time, you know... it felt right to do so for the both of us... i knew from the beginning that i wouldn't regret it... but i've been wrong before... and i was wrong again...
Gortoz 'A Ran - ch 76- Never to be forsaken...
'what does gortoz 'a ran mean?' 'hm? i'm sorry?' 'i've heard you say it before, long ago... he said it to you as well... what does it mean?' 'gortoz 'a ran?' 'yeah?' 'it's a saying... it means "i wait"...' 'for what?'
Gortoz 'A Ran - Ch 104 - Coming home...
#105 of gortoz 'a ran talking to nikki that day felt good. and even though nikki was ashamed of it, it was just another piece of the puzzle that was set in place.