Gortoz 'A Ran - ch 48 - Worth to live for..
#49 of gortoz 'a ran with the way things were going for terry and me, it was inevitable for us to take things to the next level. everything that terry and i experienced together in bed made me see sex from a total different perspective.
Gortoz 'A Ran - ch 55 - The biggest sacrifice
#56 of gortoz 'a ran it started to take it's toll on me, you know. being so secretive, to keep things to myself. not letting terry know that i was cheating on him with his best friend...
Gortoz 'A Ran - Ch 103 - The girl I once fell in love with...
#104 of gortoz 'a ran it's been a week since sarah came by unexpectedly and i had a lot to process once she told me the whole story. i didn't really know what it did to me seeing her again after eight years.
Gortoz 'A Ran - ch 70 - Through her eyes...
#71 of gortoz 'a ran i never felt so horrible as i did that particular night... while i was in bed, i kept staring at the ceiling while feeling so miserable... not only because i had too much to drink but also because of the things i did...
Gortoz 'A Ran - ch 53 - True to my beliefs...
#54 of gortoz 'a ran it seemed right to do at the time, you know... it felt right to do so for the both of us... i knew from the beginning that i wouldn't regret it... but i've been wrong before... and i was wrong again...
Gortoz 'A Ran - ch 57 - The bitter truth...
#58 of gortoz 'a ran 'you did what?!!' 'yeah...' 'but why?! i thought everything went great with you and terry!' 'i know, it's fucked up...' 'well hey, i'm not the one to judge you but damn, you really messed up this time, ceylan.'
Gortoz 'A Ran - CH 100 - A lifetime ago...
#101 of gortoz 'a ran on a friday, early in the afternoon, i came home from college and went to see my grandmother.
Gortoz 'A Ran - ch 78 - To call it a day...
#79 of gortoz 'a ran as the weeks passed by, nothing changed between us despite the fact that i kissed him... i thought things would inevitably change between us because that always happened whenever i did something i wasn't too sure about...
Gortoz 'A Ran - ch 63 - A simple touch...
#64 of gortoz 'a ran that night, meagan and i buried the hatchet. well, it didn't mean we were best friends all of a sudden. to me, it felt more of an uneasy alliance between the two of us.
Gortoz 'A Ran - ch 61 - At my expense...
#62 of gortoz 'a ran 'i just don't know what she wants with me anymore...' 'does being with her make you happy?' 'i'd like to think that i am but...' 'you're not...' 'yes...
Gortoz 'A Ran - Ch 96 - For better or worse...
#97 of gortoz 'a ran i got home that night at around half passed three in the morning... and i was absolutely shattered after having such a long day... barely managing to keep my eyes open, i somehow got home safe...
Gortoz 'A Ran - Ch 98 - A little spark of hope...
#99 of gortoz 'a ran the sun was already starting to set by the time meagan and i left o'malley's. the two of us were strolling around on the boulevard in total silence after what happened at the pub.