Self-Failure
The tears of discontent and of pure loneliness finally coming out of the self-imposed barriers that i had put up. they were crumbling, i was crumbling. in my short life in this world, all i managed to do was to live with a lone wolf mentality.
self realization
Then i watched my self (the dragon) hit the buttons. the dragon lay his head down.
Sense of Self
Anyone who wears a mask over their true self should understand... there is a voice inside myself that no one else can hear it shouts and screams all day through hoping to be heard.
A Self-Revelation
So many things went on in my head With all of the pain in the words that you said Perhaps I forgot what was truly right Or maybe I have just finally seen the light. Yeah, I have no choice but to go on without you Though even with this my skies...
Zen of Self
#5 of one shots zen of self * * * (no one is allowed to take credit for this work apart from me. if you want to use it somehow, i would appreciate it if you were to get in touch with me first.
The Siren's Hymn
And now she sings the Siren's Hymn, No longer is her heart within. The fatal chords which she emits, shall cause others hearts to up and quit. Though not intended her soul bleeds, For every sailor she sends to the seas.
Home, why don't I have one?
I'm so tired...and I'm not talking about being sleepy, but i am that which lets me think clearer than when I'm awake...I'm talking about, your very soul itself is feeling the strain and just wants to give up and crawl away. Ever since i left Detroit...
Those Loving Steps
He took a step in, then I took a step back out The wave of sins flooded the world, but what of me? I said I shall fight until death, but he said no to that We sought out for an escape, and we found it I took a step in, then he took a step back...
Over the Edge
Over the Edge Free and clear, Nothing here, No clouds in a mile, Been sunny for a while. Then a rumble, Barely a mumble, Beyond the horizon, Wind is rising. Closer it gets, Slowly it sets, A storm grows, But no one knows. ...
Glory-us...
Glory-us... Legs unwilling to walk Voice gone, no longer able to talk Eyes closing among the sunny day Soon, if I'm lucky, friends & family will carry me away... Before then, I have a job to complete Body broken, my resolve remains concrete Not...
pain
Pain, it's the only thing that keeps me sane, without it I'm nothing. The depression, the anxiety, it all fades away temporarily. All I ever feel anymore is pain, I see everyone around me happy, I envy there joy. I can't remember a time I haven't...
A negative feeling
I hurt my friends I don't deserve please go away leave me alone see the darkness in my heart and let the light go free I dissapoint I destroy your dreams I never meant I have no glee See the holes left...