Whole to Me

Take one breath at a time the pain will follow you forever but one day you will remember that on those days you felt alive even if it takes forever remember on that day you were whole you were whole cant promise things will feel better they

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The Wolf and Demon

The pain, the love, your lovely call, but demon, you will not let me be." he turned to resume his lonely stand, the pain plain for all to see, but only the demon present. "why won't you just let me be...? why can't i just forget?

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My Mask

But still my mask hides me thoughts run through me telling me to keep going to get free my heart can not take it no more no more pains no more chains no more bonds i got to breack free free of this cage free from these chains into love  

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cursed ramblings!

Bring me to my knees, make me pleade, make me beg, if you can do these, you will be inside my head, give me pleasure, give me pain, aslong as theres a reward in this dream, be my mistress, but you better not make it easy on me, i will not stop i will not cease

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Lost Among Life

You want me, But you don't need me, You say you don't want to keep me, And yet I'm still here, I say I can't have you, Because I know it's true, You're so far gone for me to have you, And yet you still roam in my fears, I can't fall for...

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My life in a nutshell

I'll sell my guitars and maybe my car i sorely want to be with you my love from afar i want to meet you my darling shepherd if i go through pain then i know that it cant hurt i really am trying i know that i can my darling shepherd is american

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Different Chapter 11

Even though the pain i was in i never showed it, never made a face, never made a noise. he smiled, turned around, then turned back swinging his fist into my muzzle. i could taste copper in my mouth. i still showed no hint of being in pain.

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The burdens we take upon ourselves...

**Author(s) Note:** Thought this up out of boredom one fine day. Thought I'd type it up and share it since I found it to be relative to most people's lives or situations we deal with from time to time. Not sure if i should move this to Journals instead...

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Poem #49: Wings

Of rape from your mind there's no escape i let my body truly be so speak that i may feel free i cannot bear the pain today let these fragile wings take me away.

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Poem #47: Holes

Holes_ there are holes inside my heart they can never be filled with the love i crave they stretch and widen creating a black cavern inside my heart yearning for feeling red and black blood seeps out this heart is weeping for the pain

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Memoires and Dreams Love

Slowly I stood at the top of the hill next to the cheery blossom tree with a perfect view for the setting sun I hear the car pull up when I turned I saw my two wonderful lovers. I slowly ran down to them the cheery blossom were floating in the air I...

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Hunger

Hours later she finished what she had been working on and began playing a game on her computer to help her ignore the pain and make her tired and went to sleep a couple hours after at 2 am.

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