cursed ramblings!
Bring me to my knees, make me pleade, make me beg, if you can do these, you will be inside my head, give me pleasure, give me pain, aslong as theres a reward in this dream, be my mistress, but you better not make it easy on me, i will not stop i will not cease
Lost Among Life
You want me, But you don't need me, You say you don't want to keep me, And yet I'm still here, I say I can't have you, Because I know it's true, You're so far gone for me to have you, And yet you still roam in my fears, I can't fall for...
My life in a nutshell
I'll sell my guitars and maybe my car i sorely want to be with you my love from afar i want to meet you my darling shepherd if i go through pain then i know that it cant hurt i really am trying i know that i can my darling shepherd is american
Different Chapter 11
Even though the pain i was in i never showed it, never made a face, never made a noise. he smiled, turned around, then turned back swinging his fist into my muzzle. i could taste copper in my mouth. i still showed no hint of being in pain.
The burdens we take upon ourselves...
**Author(s) Note:** Thought this up out of boredom one fine day. Thought I'd type it up and share it since I found it to be relative to most people's lives or situations we deal with from time to time. Not sure if i should move this to Journals instead...
Poem #49: Wings
Of rape from your mind there's no escape i let my body truly be so speak that i may feel free i cannot bear the pain today let these fragile wings take me away.
Poem #47: Holes
Holes_ there are holes inside my heart they can never be filled with the love i crave they stretch and widen creating a black cavern inside my heart yearning for feeling red and black blood seeps out this heart is weeping for the pain
Memoires and Dreams Love
Slowly I stood at the top of the hill next to the cheery blossom tree with a perfect view for the setting sun I hear the car pull up when I turned I saw my two wonderful lovers. I slowly ran down to them the cheery blossom were floating in the air I...
Hunger
Hours later she finished what she had been working on and began playing a game on her computer to help her ignore the pain and make her tired and went to sleep a couple hours after at 2 am.
Love is False Hope
To some love is blind To most affection is fine But to me love is false, Being is a lost hope And hope is affection In a loveless life What is there to hold Where does a husk Go to find hope, Where does an empty existence Go to find...
Confusion
"it would be so much less painful..."
My Only Light
The terrible pain is slowly easing over time but i still just want to know. how could you just leave me in the past? when you were the one i trusted and loved. if you could see me now then you could see how bad i'm broken.