Feels
* * * Do you see? Do you see what you are doing to me? This is out of control. Where along the way, Did I lose myelf in you? This isn't fair, This is beyond fair. My walls, that I've tried So very hard to keep up, Have came crumbling...
reminisce
I can't stop thinking Of when you were lying In my arms What did I do, To deserve such a moment? I took advantage of it, Savored it, but that didn't prevent my heart from swelling up With sadness Was I going to lose this, In a day? In a...
Rush
Nervous anticipation, a rollercoaster of emotion, the butterfly affect, a big grin, a quick grimace barely noticeable, cant' let it effect me, but it does. Trying to enjoy this momentary happiness, but my heart, it plays with me. Sick, sick...
Save me.
Who knew how hard it would be, to get back to where you once were emotionally? Somewhere along the way, I have fallen. Fallen into an emptiness within myself that I never knew even existed. How do I get out of this vast darkness? Searching for a...
Hi.
Are you here, To pick up the pieces? Or are you here, To create more? Because I can tell you Right now, That I am far from perfect And i just want to warn you What you're getting yourself into Insecurity, Jealousy I can guarantee you those...
Can I escape?
* * * I don't think you quite understand how important you already are to em. before I knew it, you've maneuvered your way into my life. It didn't even hit me until recently i've been truly happy. How is that even possible? I thought I was...
Moving on.
I'm invisible, to him. I no longer exist. I know it's time, To move on to something better; To stop being stuck in the past, And dwelling on what can't be changed. I tug and I tug At my heart, But it won't seem to budge. I just need to...
Vulnerability
I'm vulnerable. So, so vulnerable. I try so hard To put up these walls To hide behind, But then I meet someone, And for once I want to let my Walls down, but to let down my guard completely, Scares me to the fullest extent To be completely...
Not alone
To feel whole you need to risk being more lost But the thought of being complete, the thought of being out of the dark even momentarily seems oh so worth it, finally receiving that adrenaline rush that contagious smile, after so...
Can't stop.
I sit here, and continue writing, listening to this angsty music that seems like it relates to my very core, and I can't stop thinking of how you walked out of my life, when not even 4 months ago, it was "forever and always." I continue...
Memory.
Once upon a time, I was in a pretty shitty relationship. I'm sure a lot of you can relate. I mean it wasn't all bad, there were good parts too. But when you get cheated on, the good doesn't matter. But I have no ill feelings towards it. In fact, if it...
Path to happiness
The path of happiness is a hard one to take, to gain, you must lose, What is worth most? What are you willing to risk? Will the happiness you gain, outweigh the pain that might be caused in the process? sometimes the greatest things you...