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Moving on.

Story by RaveInsatiable on SoFurry

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#5 of Poems

2014.

I'm invisible,

to him.

I no longer exist.

I know it's time,

To move on to something better;

To stop being stuck in the past,

And dwelling on what can't be changed.

I tug and I tug

At my heart,

But it won't seem to budge.

I just need to try

Harder.

I want to fall in love again;

Feel again.

I want to have a future

To look forward too,

Instead of a past

That no longer has any hope.

I might need some

Help;

Some aid to get me through this.

I'm not so sure I can do it

Alone.

Back to search

To follow or not to follow.

It's been 21 days since you've been gone and it's been 21 days since i've felt whole. Where are you? Where am I? Where are we? I watched you pull away, and the feeling of helplessness tore a hole into my chest. What have we become? What...

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Can't stop.

I sit here, and continue writing, listening to this angsty music that seems like it relates to my very core, and I can't stop thinking of how you walked out of my life, when not even 4 months ago, it was "forever and always." I continue...

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Hope

I have hope, and focus on hope, because of his smile, and the beautiful arizona weather. Because without hope, where would i be? lost and alone, and focusing on the fact that you're gone. but with hope, I can remember that I'm hurting, and...

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