**Sometimes, I just stop**
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_Written by Arian Mabe (Amethyst Mare)_
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Sometimes, I stop.
I can't do it. There's a wall, my head against it, the cool pressing up into my forehead. It should be grounding but...
Abuse, Abusive relationships, Adult, Depression, Mature, No obvious triggers, PTSD, Short Story, Story, Thought processes, Thoughtful, Trauma, Trigger warning, anxiety, healing, health, introspective, mental health, monologue, past, recovery, warning
All my lies are always wishes, I know I would die if I could come back new - Wilco, Ashes of American Flags
Five hours they waited for any news. From a distance they watched as Michael was wheeled off into the X-Ray department. Liz kept switching...
Avian, Bad Language, Cat, Cervine, Cheetah, Clean, Contemporary, Deer, Eagle, Feline, Friendship, House, Internal Dialogue, Office, Snow Leopard, Straight, Thought Process, crush, desk, fired, injury, painkillers, recovery, slice of life
A little about my next novel and my thought process on the creation of the story.
**_author's notes _**
so this story came to me in several ways: dreams, current events in real time, and personal events.
Gay, Love, Sad, Tiger, Wolf
Story was written out of sheer boredom and random thought processes. hope you enjoy!
_could you do it? could you end thousands of lives for any mission? one day you all might be called to make such a decision.
Decision, Fiction, Insanity, Military, Science, Space, moral
The tiger was intrigued by the rottweiler's thought processes. "alright... i could see either of the last two for the part... but, the reverend?"
the rottweiler's half-grin returned. "i trust him."
the captain mirrored the dog's smirk.
Adventure, Antelope, Goat, Jackal, Rottweiler, Sea, Ship, Steam Punk, Tiger
How he has ever expected anyone to be 'grateful' for his actions was completely lost on him though it shouldn't come as a surprise that such megalomaniacs would have such strange thought processes. rhodey then entered the room.
Snap, hero, hope
," i laugh as he says this and i close my eyes and shake my head my thought process along the line of _i am going to open my eyes and he is going to vanish, and this is all gonna be a dream._ i open them to find him right in front of me just looking at me,
Digimon, Fanfiction, No-Yiff, Short Story, Story Series, Veemon
By the time i finished this thought process i was at the town square. as i was walking i heard the one thing that annoyed me the most but from the tone i recognised the speaker who is the only one that can call me this and get away with it. "hey fox!!!"
Civil war, Male, Musket, Story Series, Victor
It's that kind of thought process that i just can't wrap my head around. romanticism is dead and gone. nonexistent. chivalry was thrown out the window in the middle of the century and it's not coming back.
dr.
Bittersweet, Gay Relationships, Sad