Figuring Things Out--An Introduction
I loved myself. what i became since is chilling, to say the least. in that cell, when i faced myself, i was hardly recognizable. i felt old. i felt worn. what i imagined of myself was an old, beaten and weathered piece of androgynous feline.
Filth.
Heavily drinking, taking drugs, hurting myself both psychologically and physically - it feels pitiful towards myself that i'm blaming others for the injustice in this world, when i never did anything myself to stop it.
Yuuhi - [Love Letter]
If i submitted myself to the loss of a mortal i would not only shame myself, but my family bloodline as a whole... furthermore i made a promise, ages ago.
Anima Chapter 19
There was no break from my new life; i had to provide for myself. i would find myself busy hunting or trying to ward off other hawks from my territory, the instincts urging me to claim my place in the world.
Treter: Entitened
Worry and anxious surfaced upon myself as i had exposed myself to the roads once again. thousands of thoughts reappeared upon my mind in wonderance of my fellow packmates of what they were doing however.
Port Dore - Chapter Five
I pushed myself up against the trunk and pulled myself up. 'i need to find help...' i thought to myself, as i begun to limp through the forest. "hello!?" i shouted, hoping somebody would answer. "can anybody hear me!?" i shouted.
Alien Pain
The urge came quick, but i stopped myself, before leaping and bringing death upon myself and my plans for the future of myself, and my tribe.
Chapter Two - A Change For The Better
I said to myself as i stood up and looked myself over. "i'm naked..." i mumbled, placing both of my paws between my legs to cover myself up. "no... i have fur now... and fur is like a shirt and pants right?" i asked myself, clueless.
Temptation 11 - Break In
After thinking about it through i'd decided that it would be a risk to make myself bigger indefinitely, the chance of it being noticed and drawing attention to myself was a risk that i wasn't willing to take.
Eternity
But i did know that, yes, i would blame myself for the rest of my life. and as i lay dying, i would regret my choices. i would damn myself for being so selfish. i would flay myself for everything i did and everything i never got to do.
Warm Up - 12 | Train Ride to Nowhere
I had to improve myself more for the sake of myself first and foremost. and that way i would find myself in a healthier relationship, or friendships moving forward.
-Future Chapter WIP-
It won't be that bad, i would tell myself. she will become accustomed to it in time. i'm just overreacting. she is used to solitude. give her enough time and heartache won't bother her anymore. what lies i told myself...