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#11 of poems 2014 are you here, to pick up the pieces? or are you here, to create more?

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Too soon

#13 of poems 2014 those four words, one question. will you be mine? i just want it to roll out of my mouth. but i can't spit it out.

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Vulnerability

#7 of poems 2014 i'm vulnerable. so, so vulnerable.

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Rush

#14 of poems 2014 nervous anticipation, a rollercoaster of emotion, the butterfly affect, a big grin, a quick grimace barely noticeable, cant' let it effect me, but it does.

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Save me.

#18 of poems 2014 who knew how hard it would be, to get back to where you once were emotionally? somewhere along the way, i have fallen. fallen into an emptiness within myself that i never knew even existed.

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reminisce

#9 of poems 2014 i can't stop thinking of when you were lying in my arms what did i do, to deserve such a moment?

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Too perfect

#12 of poems 2014 too perfect too good to be true prove to me that you are different but you are different why me? is it me? do you crave for me as i crave for you?

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Feels

#10 of poems 2014 * * * do you see? do you see what you are doing to me? this is out of control. where along the way, did i lose myelf in you? this isn't fair, this is beyond fair.

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Moving on.

#5 of poems 2014. i'm invisible, to him. i no longer exist. i know it's time, to move on to something better; to stop being stuck in the past, and dwelling on what can't be changed. i tug and i tug at my heart, but it won't seem to budge.

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The Empire of Planets Story series

Ryan benson was born in 1978 ad on earth (toronto, canada) 2014 ad ryan worked for the toronto blue jays as a gm. 2036 ad he joined nasa. 2042 ad his ship went missing. 0 tep he found that earth was not formed yet. 10 tep he founded the empire of planets

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Not alone

#15 of poems 2014 to feel whole you need to risk being more lost but the thought of being complete, the thought of being out of the dark even momentarily seems oh so worth it, finally receiving that adrenaline rush that contagious smile, after so

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Path to happiness

#16 of poems 2014 the path of happiness is a hard one to take, to gain, you must lose, what is worth most? what are you willing to risk? will the happiness you gain, outweigh the pain that might be caused in the process?

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