#13 of poems
2014
those four words,
one question.
will you be mine?
i just want it
to roll out of my mouth.
but i can't spit it out.
Love, Poem, Waiting
#14 of poems
2014
nervous anticipation,
a rollercoaster of emotion,
the butterfly affect,
a big grin,
a quick grimace barely noticeable,
cant' let it effect me,
but it does.
Anticipation, Heartbreak, Love, Poem, enjoy, nervous
#18 of poems
2014
who knew how hard it would be,
to get back to where you once were emotionally?
somewhere along the way, i have fallen.
fallen into an emptiness within myself that i never knew even existed.
Poem, Save me, broken, deceit, fake, pretend, save
#9 of poems
2014
i can't stop thinking
of when you were lying
in my arms
what did i do,
to deserve such a moment?
Crave, Love, Poem, Want, crush, need
#12 of poems
2014
too perfect
too good to be true
prove to me that you are different
but you are different
why me?
is it me?
do you crave for me as i crave for you?
Heartbreak, Love, Poem, crush
#10 of poems
2014
* * *
do you see?
do you see what you are doing to me?
this is out of control.
where along the way,
did i lose myelf in you?
this isn't fair,
this is beyond fair.
Crave, FEELINGS, Love, Poem, Want, crush, need
#5 of poems
2014.
i'm invisible,
to him.
i no longer exist.
i know it's time,
to move on to something better;
to stop being stuck in the past,
and dwelling on what can't be changed.
i tug and i tug
at my heart,
but it won't seem to budge.
Heartbreak, Love, Move on, Poem
Ryan benson was born in 1978 ad on earth (toronto, canada)
2014 ad ryan worked for the toronto blue jays as a gm.
2036 ad he joined nasa.
2042 ad his ship went missing.
0 tep he found that earth was not formed yet.
10 tep he founded the empire of planets
War, empire, planets, the
#15 of poems
2014
to feel whole
you need to risk being more lost
but the thought of being complete,
the thought of being out of the dark
even momentarily
seems oh so worth it,
finally receiving that adrenaline rush
that contagious smile,
after so
Heartbreak, Lost, Love, Poem, Risk
#16 of poems
2014
the path of happiness is a hard one to take,
to gain, you must lose,
what is worth most?
what are you willing to risk?
will the happiness you gain,
outweigh the pain that might be caused in the process?
Heartbreak, Love, Path, Paths, Risk, happiness