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Sometimes

**Sometimes, I just stop** ** ** _Written by Arian Mabe (Amethyst Mare)_ _ _ ** ** Sometimes, I stop. I can't do it. There's a wall, my head against it, the cool pressing up into my forehead. It should be grounding but...

Abuse, Abusive relationships, Adult, Depression, Mature, No obvious triggers, PTSD, Short Story, Story, Thought processes, Thoughtful, Trauma, Trigger warning, anxiety, healing, health, introspective, mental health, monologue, past, recovery, warning

The Black Horse

**The Black Horse** ** ** I should have known better. Tears stream where they shouldn't, my hooves flying over the turf. I know this route but I don't know it - everything looks different in the dark! I snort and toss my head, eyes surely wild,...

Adventure, Amethyst Mare, Arian Mabe, Clean, Companionship, Death, Depression, Drama, Equine, Friendship, Horse, Love, Mare, Mature, Pony, Rush, Short Story, Story, Threat, anxiety, conflict, fleeing, life, mental health, race, support

Core Beliefs

**Core Beliefs** ** ** Ah, such is the crux of it... We believe these things and around and around we go, the wicked little merry-go-round of doom, caught up inside our own heads. And, the thing is, there isn't any escape from your mind. What are...

Abuse, Abusive relationships, Core beliefs, Depression, Experimental, Experimental fiction, Introspection, Lies, Mature, PTSD, Relationships, Short Story, Solo, Story, Thoughtful, Trauma, anxiety, beliefs, experiment, healing, hope, inspiration, mental health, recovery, truth

Last Rites

The walk through the cold and snow is the road i walked alone, because mental health and relationship health is a very, very lonely matter to broach. the grave is that of one who i feel is dead to me: dead in mind.

Amethyst, Amethyst Mare, Arian Mabe, Church, Clean, Dark, Death, Equine, Fight, Fighting, Gravestones, Graveyard, Hate, Headstones, Horse, Ice, Living, Love, Mare, No-Yiff, Relationships, Snow, dying, hope, life, lonely, mental health, wasteland

Hurricane Kim Chapter 17

"Start by showing us where the search has been undertaken." I told Jack the next morning. As we all circled around a table with several maps spread out on its top. Taking up a map marker he pinned it to a spot Northeast of town. Wrapping a string...

Alternate Reality, Character Development, Clean, Dragon, Dragoness, Emotional, Family, Feral, Near Future, No-Yiff, Non-Anthro, Pain, Plot Development, Post-Apocalyptic, Sci-Fi, Science Fiction, Story Series, Talk, comfort, cutting, mental health

Borrowing Freedom

**Borrowing Freedom** _Written by Amethyst Mare (Arian Mabe)_ Do you know how to fly? No, of course not, that would be crazy. There are some furs and sentient beings in this world that have experienced flight in one manner or another, I'm sure...

Amethyst Mare, Arian Mabe, Blaze, Clean, Equine, Gallop, Horse, Horse Riding, Love, Mare, No-Yiff, Outdoors, Patreon, Riding, Short Story, Shyhoof, Stories, Story, Tribute, chestnut, escape, freedom, life, mental health, slice of life, tack

The Dying Game

**The Dying Game** _Written by Arian Mabe (Amethyst Mare)_ _@arianmabe_ _Cover art by Orobas_ Autumn lingered. Great Britain crawled into December like a raindrop trickling down glass. The river was as cold as such unmoving glass, toying with...

Amethyst Mare, Arian Mabe, Cat, Clean, Death, Drama, Equine, Family, Feline, Fiction, Horse, Hospital, Love, Mare, No-Yiff, Relationships, Romance, Short Story, Story, Tragedy, Young Love, accident, dying, health, injury, life, mental health, relations, romantic

I threw the ring away

**I threw the ring away** ** ** _Written by Arian Mabe (Amethyst Mare)_ ** ** I threw the ring away. It was unique, different, silver and gold twisted together with three small, clear stones. It came in a small, green box with a sparkle effect...

Abusive relationships, Adult Themes, Depression, Emotional, Emotional healing, Good health, Meaning, Mental healing, Mindful, No obvious triggers, PTSD, Short Story, Story, Thoughtful, abusive, anxiety, healing, introspective, letting go, mental, mental health, monologue, psyche, recovery, ring

Attention Seeking

**Attention Seeking** _"Start freaking thinking. And stop acting like a little, emo attention seeker, stop cutting yourself, grow up, and take punches from life more easily. Because there will be a lot more. And they won't be coming from...

Attention Seeking, Blood, Canine, Claws, Clean, Dark, Dissassociation, Dog, Family, German Shepherd, Harm, Help, Male, Mature, Mind Games, No-Yiff, Pain, Relationships, Self Harm, Violence, black dog, crying, cutting, hurt, mental health, nail, self-harm, serious

Past Dealings

**Past Dealings** ** ** _Written by Arian Mabe (Amethyst Mare)_ _ _ _ _ You never sleep well, not after it's happened. The usual signs creep in: difficulty falling asleep, waking up too early, fits of astute wakefulness through the night. The bed...

Abuse, Amethyst Mare, Arian Mabe, Battle, Clean, Dark, Dark themes, Depression, Fight, History, Lies, No-Yiff, Relationships, Short Story, Snippet story, Struggle, abusive, anxiety, despair, doubt, individual, internal battle, mental health, monologue, past, personal, self-doubt, survival

Poem: The Floor

#7 of 2021 mental health crisis a joke of a poem "i'd read one even if you wrote about the floor!" that suddenly got serious! o.o; written on and trod on and walked on and stepped, crying for all the wrong reasons.

Abuse, Mental heath, Sad, neglect

Poem: Dakota

#9 of 2021 mental health crisis just a poem about someone i love. :) my little spark of madness, my little spark of joy, my little-bigger dragon, who knows not yet the sky.

Dragon, Dragoness