Poem: The Sea

#10 of 2021 mental health crisis a sad poem about damage again. the body remembers; the soul forgets; she cannot withstand the pain. she cannot protect; can't even remember; her very own special name.

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Poem: Madness

#12 of 2021 mental health crisis a poem that's just a little bit crazy. :d madness is wonderful and madness is kind; madness is terrible, and madness is mine.

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Pokephilia Story (NSFW) - The Pain of Another Year Ch. 2 (Justin's Tale Pt. 4)

But his mental health came first, and that was something the had to address. in truth, it had been an uphill battle for justin throughout his stay at home.

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Poem: Just Now

#8 of 2021 mental health crisis wrote this on a lark when a friend complained that i did everything "just now" with my poem writing. :p this moment is precious. this moment is peace. this moment is hope, and kindness, and light.

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Pokephilia Story (NSFW) - For the Love of Frog Ch. 2 (Saria Pt. 7)

Poképhilia Story Love had No Bounds For the Love of Frog - Chapter 2 By J.C. Solis It was the middle of the night as Lakeshire Town was in the middle of another calm and sleepy repose. The cricket pokémon were chirping, with the...

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Not all Angels Fly on Feathered Wings

Half a month after graduation, i made changes to my lifestyle for my mental health. it was hard to keep myself thinking, “one day at a time”, especially seeded with an idea that i’m unworthy of being liked, loved, or enjoyed.

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Poem: For My Dad

#13 of 2021 mental health crisis a sad poem about all the damage my dad has done. how do i even explain the horror? how do i explain the fear? how do i laugh in despair and communicate how i really feel?

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Chasing the Sun - Chapter 16: By the Lonesome Hovel

It was a special day today. No, it wasn't his birthday. No, it wasn't Octo's birthday either. No, it wasn't their monthiversary or whatever dumb advert on his Instaram feed suggested that he celebrated. Actually, Kevin didn't know what made this day...

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Voicemail From a Dimensional Traveler

I respected the family's wishes, telling them about my own mental health struggles and how i understood their reasonings for secrecy. if not for themselves, then to prevent unwanted attention.

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Pokephilia Story (NSFW) - The Pain of Another Year Ch. 1 (Justin Pt. 3)

Poképhilia Story Love had No Bounds The Pain of Another Year - Chapter 1 By J.C. Solis "Are you okay?" asked the voice over and over again. "Are you okay?" The question was repeated over and over again. "Are you okay?" It seemed to be on a loop...

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There’s Value In Diverting Emerging Pressures

Wrote this for men’s mental health awareness month earlier this year.

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A man with a stag's head (part 5/?)

El started calling me “woof paws” because I couldn’t convince her black wolves are super rare and usually have white spots around their lips. Also because she took sadistic glee in calling me by a name that made sense to no one else, because they...

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