For Makyo.
Today my heart broke for a friend
for one I care for deeply
one who struggles with bitter curse
one that would end her cheaply.
My heart, thus broken, sang and wept
for deep depression's mire
for manic impulse, shattered mind,...
Depression, Love, Poem, bipolar, mental health
I've been struggling a lot recently with my mood swings as a result of untreated bipolar depression. my mood throughout the day is pretty much the basis of this poem. i wrote this on 5/13/2017.
written by me, fane star.
2017, Depression, Poem, Poetry, SFW, bipolar, mood, vent
Behind the smile and the laugh
Is a darker world.
A world of hate and pain.
Behind the fur and the mask
Is a soul with broken wings.
Unable to fly; unable to flee,
I sink beneath sanity.
Through the tears and the screams,
Creeps the horrid...
2016, Depression, Poem, Poetry, SFW, bipolar, creature, creatures, vent, venting
Used to an artist's advantage, as in all cases it equals finding easy to inflict on oneself irrational illusions which automatically and uncontrollably substitute the otherwise inescapably rational and controlled conception of reality characterizing non-bipolar
Awareness, Philosophy, nothing, the beatles
Shelandra, with her fiery temper is bipolar. bhalxash, always jumping from thing to thing has adhd, and ghozumal... okay i ran out of ideas there, but ghoz was always the least-fleshed out character. maybe he has anxiety or depression? you decide.
Goodbye, Serpent
I've had issues with bipolar depression. so while i was at work one night at my old job i had a big depression swing. it was a busy night on top of it, so while i was on break i wrote this to vent.
2015, Depression, FEELINGS, Poem, Poetry, SFW, Suicide, abyss, bipolar, sadness, stress, suicidal, vent, venting
To be cunning and clever
but i soon saw more than his general comments
i no longer remember what it was that caught my eye
what it was i found in him that i felt connected by
maybe his pain, his estrangement, his defensive nature
perhaps his bipolar
Friendship, Other, Poem
~wow one second he's terrified out of his mind and the next he's giving me cute nicknames this guy must be bipolar or something, but who cares he kissed me~ "hey andre
i'm sorry if i scared you in anyway over the past couple of weeks" "its okay, now
Feline, Gay Relationships, Pit Bull
"are you bipolar or something?" the luxray asked as he approached and took his place next to the lucario.
the lucario chuckled at the luxray's question as he's encountered those before. "yeah, i get that quite a lot."
Lucario, Luxray, M/M, Pokemon
He is easily angered and suffers from bipolar disorder and ptsd. he also has an extreme animosity towards his mother who he blames for his bad childhood. mentally, he is a sad broken man.
Guns, Heathen City, New York City, Noir, Timber Wolf, cop
A childhood friend who suffers from bipolar disorder, recovering alcoholic, and not entirely clever nor smart. despite that, he is quite nice and fun to talk to. other than that, he is a friend, right?
the raptor lowered his head again. he felt down.
Character Development, Clean, Cuddling, Dragon, Fox, Gay, Gay Relationships, Love, Panda, Raptor, Straight, Vixen, marriage