Kindred Spirits - Chapter Three: Grief
The shock and self-loathing at what he'd done, and almost done. running from the scene in shame. her words of acceptance and comfort. the peace as she accepted him for who and what he was. time spent together, intimate both physically and mentally.
The Squirrel Who Cried Wolf (Vore, Wolf/Squirrel, M/m)
In our world, we would most likely refer to him as a 'self-loathing prey'. he didn't dislike himself or his species, he just viewed any predator species as 'above' his own.
The Complexities of Thumper Part 1
Baleful yellow eyes that blazed with irises of orange looked back at him with razor thin pupils of despair and self-loathing. her brunette hair only remained in patches, and even as he watched, more of it was shed as the hardening skin advanced.
Pick Me Up
Over the years, as the pressure on the outside grew and grew, his self-loathing and desire for feeling good about himself had culminated into an odd form of undiagnosed manic-depression.
Starlight Part 9
Closure... that's a word the mystic no longer even knows the real meaning of that word, while it's nice to hear from his mom she has no negative feelings, it's his own self-loathing that drags him down. vanessa has an idea, maybe it could help...
a hero's sacrifice one shall stand one shall fall
The advancing form melted into that of hot rod, as he stooped there he felt two hands come from nowhere to help him hot rod held his leader gently, and a look of blame and self-loathing filling his face.
North and South Chapter 11: Kia He pt.2
He felt sick from all that had happened, both physically and emotionally, but he pushed it aside and powered on through his own self loathing in order to move as quickly as his tired body would allow.
Ebb and Flow
There was a hint of self-loathing in his tone. "we're all weak," she assured him. knowing so. "the fact that you can admit it and show your weaknesses ... that indicates a more honest, genuine soul than most creatures harbor.
Death Row
He had eaten enough to sate himself several times over, and yet he still was forcing more in to cram down the feelings of self-loathing and regret that had been welling up since his first bite.
Virtually Real Part 21: Surprise!
The reason he is pacing and looking overly violent is he is shielding my soul from my own self-loathing." "it is an interesting simulation but you can't-" boe started. "i can visit this place on the spiritual plane through deep trance.
Eudaemon II: Dragon and Colossus, Part 19
Before she could get into feeling too much self-loathing, however, there was a sound of grating steel as a car engine revved outside, and then the huge metal security door was ripped off its hinges and they heard a clear yell from outside... before something
MLP: The Sisterhood of the Nightmare
Before we reached the kingdom of the griffons, our self loathing began to set in. we began to see where our quest for knowledge was leading us. paldorin however, had no such inhibitions. he was content marching over the bodies of those he deemed weaker.