I realized that all they would have amounted to would be me in various women's apparel walking through the woods and some makeshift stages while a friend narrates from some awful stream of consciousness i would have written.
Dream, Poem, Short, surrealism
My fox tail sways as i regain consciousness.
"owwy" the wolf looks at me "lay down please"
"who are you" i ask curiously.
"i'm jem now lay down please"
Hell, War, Yiff
If he could forge _her_ consciousness, then surely he could do so for all of them.
she looked like the desert. her fur was the pale golden shade of sand, just before dawn.
Character Development, Dragon, Dragoness, Fantasy, Feral, God, Humor, Mica, My flash of light in the desert, Non-Anthro, Novel, Plot Development, Plot Progression, Story Progression, Story Series, This story begins with you, Urd'thin, Western Dragon, banter, diety
I wanted to scream out loud like i did before, but i can't as my conscious started to fade. the reason my conscious is fading was not because someone injected me with a drug, but it was me because i want to run away from the reality.
Death, No-Yiff, Various Species
Trust me, i was consciously trying to shut down myself so i wouldn't snap. i was desperate to just get composed and not lash out.
it wasn't working.
i remember it clear as day.
Adolescent, Anger, Angst, Anthro, Anthropomorphic, Boy, Canine, Captivity, Clean, Drama, Emotion, Emotional, Female, Fight, Fighting, First Person, Girl, Hospital, Male, Mammal, Mild Violence, Multiple Species, Mutant, No-Yiff, Pain, Teenager, Teenagers, Violence (Not In Yiff)
I replied sleepily: the best invitation to enter my lair as any would hope to receive so soon after a return to consciousness. the handle turned, then the door edged open with the slightest of creaks.
Bed, Belly, Breakfast, Butt, Chubby, Clean, Fat, Fatfur, Feeding, Feline, Gay, Lovehandles, Muscles, No-Yiff, Obese, Rolls, Tiger, Unspecified species, Weight Gain, apron, jiggle, moobs, wobble
"that definitely is odd," he said, "consciously controlling purring. i've obviously heard of many iterations of people suppressing emotions," the therapist indicated, "but that just seems . . . **_particularly_** troubling?
Badger, Bat, Cat, Dragon, Fantasy, Lion, M/M, Magic, Plot Development, Political, Scalie
Lay down just to relieve the chronic fatigue
consumed by the endless nights of insomnia
and as i breathe in and out
my body goes limp
my vision fades away
into the night
floating into the sea of dreams
searching for an answer
for this preoccupied consciousness
Poem, Poetry
Day's end
warm, shiveled on brinks of bluntly burning
eyes shrinking, and conscious slowly turning
abroading breaths, breaking, calming quicker
thriving thoughts with darkness growing thicker
laying leasurly within balanced
Poetry, sonnet