Envelopes me
a moment later
i change my mind
and i look around
to see what i will find
but all i see is painful memories
that haunt me again
for the billionth time
a happy memory
would be sublime
but the feral roar
of my internal war
drowns
Depression, Insanity, Poetry, insomnia
Sleepless night
endless days
still the sands of time pour slowly to taunt my weary mind
the sun shines
the others rest
i have yet a small solace to find
not long ago i had little time to myself
now i drown in the new over abundance
the beauty
Bored, Other, Poem, Poetry, i need a hobby
_the sound_
the sound of ravaging time
pins me beneath a blanket of honey;
i drown under the sickly-sweet smell
of truth, lies, and defeat.
Poetry
#4 of poems
the siren drowned me today. well, just got to cough the water out of my lungs and swim again tomorrow.
friendly reminder that there is a difference between "i am a failure" and "i have failed". i hope you always think in the later.
Poem, Struggle, Trying my best, Wishing you luck, hope
I can feel it in my bones
that this kind of life wasn't meant for me
and as brothers fall
and sisters sleep
the stalwart heart you had
slowly broke over time
and i wish i had realized this sooner
so time it flows
around and before
and i cry out
drowning
No-Yiff, Poem
Moments later, i find myself drowning in a swimming pool, thinking i was about to die. i was taken for a fool, blinded by love. i should have known from the start it was too good to be true, but i was blinded.
Gay
At home, whenever it was thundering, my mom would tell my brother to give me his ipod so that i could drown out the thunder with music.
Kissing, M/M, Romance, Tiger, Wolf
The unseen landmarks i felt before directed me back to the audience of that great beast, with whom none can compete in titanic extent, not even the quarrelsome machinations that drown our chorus. it would drown them, instead--if it still lived.
Feral, Monster, SFW, Whale, leviathan, sentient
Sometimes life drowns out our screams for help like the rapids from a mountain. when your heart is torn, and you're struggling, the lines between wrong and right blur.
Wolf, Wolves
His wallet had never been totally empty, he had coughed up a lot of water, but he hadn't drowned. he had awoken in time to get out of the burning house, just coughing....
Bad luck or no luck at all, Cursed, Magic, Ram, Stag
I'm drowning in my sorrows don't pity me for i'm just a loser. you can't shout loud enough at what they say on the walls. there is a rope in my rome next to a slow rocking chair. sleep now to forget all this pain.
Deer, Depression