cursed ramblings!

Bring me to my knees, make me pleade, make me beg, if you can do these, you will be inside my head, give me pleasure, give me pain, aslong as theres a reward in this dream, be my mistress, but you better not make it easy on me, i will not stop i will not cease

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My Mask

But still my mask hides me thoughts run through me telling me to keep going to get free my heart can not take it no more no more pains no more chains no more bonds i got to breack free free of this cage free from these chains into love  

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Closet

I stare into the darkness, that is the life ridden void of my closet, and though I cannot see what lies within, I can see what lies within. Not within the closet, no. For that which I am blind to. But within my own self, I can see within. For I...

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Lost Among Life

You want me, But you don't need me, You say you don't want to keep me, And yet I'm still here, I say I can't have you, Because I know it's true, You're so far gone for me to have you, And yet you still roam in my fears, I can't fall for...

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Different Chapter 11

Even though the pain i was in i never showed it, never made a face, never made a noise. he smiled, turned around, then turned back swinging his fist into my muzzle. i could taste copper in my mouth. i still showed no hint of being in pain.

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society destruction.poem

Perhaps I'm looking for a ryme that is just not there. As the eyes lay upon me, I lose my words. I feel heavy with guilt that is not mine. Pushed away from all the ones I loved. I tend to cry on the inside. I guess I just am not right. Lost inside the...

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Shattering glass.poem

A gulp to kill pain. your eyes cracking the side of the glass reflecting a rainbow down on my face. i am not right. yet you stay looking at me. your eyes full of sorrowful hope.

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It's So Weird in My 18th Year!

pain washed over him for the last time, and what remained of his lower body thrashed about in the wind. his legs were undergoing their final change.

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Cat Takes Down Dog

Suddenly, his eyes began to clear from the pain, and they filled with fury. "sorry." bucky leaped to his feet, barking his head off as he chased the retreating mittens across the house. mittens reached the front door, and jumped out the cat door.

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Spoken Word: You Will Never

See how much pain i go through day by day, aving to log into social media just to look at pictures of you and him.. or him and someone else, or you and someone else.. all the same looking happy and loved. you will never...

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we need help

1 cut for the pain, 2 more for the reason we hurt, 3 more for the memory and then another 10 to make us feel good then we get up, and get dressed and do it all over again one day we cant hold it in any more and are so wrapped up in our

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Sila's story

You never know what you have until you've lost it. Sila had never known how true that had been until the night her mate, Axel, had died. The shadowy memories flooded her mind as she lay on her bed crying, allowing every apology she ever had wanted to...

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