Razed - Chapter 1
"_We found our way out_ _Of the suicide pact_ _Of our family and friends"_ **Phoebe Bridgers,** **'Would You Rather'** Hey, I'm Ash. No, that's not right. Hi, it's so nice to meet you. I'm Ash. No, that's not it either. I don't need to be so...
I Will Not Cry.
Frankly it's a wonder he's been holding on this long. They gave him another hour, and they said that's only if he fought hard. It's been two hours and I'd be lying if I said my paw didn't feel like it's been crushed half to ruin by now. No way in any...
He Loves You
He could never love me. It's as simple as that. All those days and nights spent together, the laughter, the tears, the companionship. All those talks, all those confessionals and personal moments, the arguments and discussions. All those memories and...
Razed - Chapter 6
"_It's good to love,_ _I__t's good to love,_ _I__t's good to love,_ _I've got a right to give,_ _I __t's__ good to love,_ _I __t's__ good to love__"_ **FKA Twigs,** **'Good to Love'** It's shocking how quickly the presence of those I love and...
wave
All your life I rode your wave. Now you're gone I lie still in the bay hoping the tide will wash me away, wishing I didn't have to fight another day. Wishing we could just switch place. But, I know what you'd say. The light you shone didn't go when...
Razed - Chapter 4
"_Good day in my mind, safe to take a step out Get some air now, let yo edge out Too soon, I spoke, you be heavy in my mind Can you get the heck out?_ _"_ **SZA,** **'Good Days'** She's as outrageous as ever, perhaps even more so. These last...
40,000 Feet & Falling
It's cramped, my legs ache and there's no space to readjust them more than a couple inches. I should sleep but I know I won't. I'll shut my eyes and do my best to rest my overactive mind, but that's about it. I would complain more, but the ceaseless...
Dead Years
Light creeps through the cracks in my eyelids, and though the light is not intense it's unwanted. I prefer waking up to darkness. With my curtains closed that's how it should be, but it becomes immediately apparent that I fell asleep without turning...
Razed - Chapter 11
"_I can be good sometimes_ _I'm a cheap queen_ _I can be what you like_ _And I can be bad sometimes_ _I'm a real queen_ _I can make grown men cry"_ **King Princess,** ' **Cheap Queen'** My head throbs. I groan, get up, pop an aspirinand down...
Dusk - 1
**Date: CT2-5875/11/13** Serrah's Dusk destroyed me. She wore a smile the whole time and, while I tried my best to follow her lead, a scowl was never far from infecting my features. For most people, Dusks are a joyous occasion. I had...
Dawn - 1
**Date: (?) 01/01** “Just confirm it here for me and sign." I do as she asks without hesitation. An odd concoction of numbness, nausea and faint - ever so faint - hope passes through me. “So, only one decision left. Have you made up...
Hurt
This is a punch to the gut, no, a gunshot wound to the head. How long had you been fucking him before I found out? The white hot ire I feel strips away your puppy-dog eyes. You're no puppy, I'm not falling for it. You total bastard. All those times...