What have I done?
#3 of Poems
The darkness creeps ever closer
What have I done to deserve such a bad run?
I try and exist with peace and love and all I get is pushed and shoved.
To the side by the one I loved.
What is it like to exist with love for one when in return you get none?
I don't know what to do. All I know is that I am a fool.
To let my feelings show through that deeply for you.
I am sorry that i show to much affection for the one I thought would be under my protection.
The love I had for you was like a new snow fresh and pure.
Now I feel wrong for showing you how I feel but this is nothing new.
I fail at every turn and feel like a forest engulfed in flames burning to the ground with nothing to save.