Life's Pains (Part 5)

The touch of my paw on my jaw sent jolts of pain rolling through my head. i groaned loudly and john's head snapped around to look at me. "alpha," he said tentatively. i looked over at him and gave him a small grin.

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Life's Pains (Part 4)

All of a sudden he ran at me and punched me square in the jaw, making me scream out in pain as i felt it break under his fist. i screamed in pain and brought my paws up as he swung again and again at me as i felt multiple bones break.

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Life's Pains (Part 1)

Life's pains (part 1) my day started like any other, with me waking up to my alarm clock blaring like a jackhammer in my ears. i groaned as i reached over and shut off the alarm.

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The Breath

Your body punishes you with pain. your drink. your body punishes you with pain. how long until it punishes you for breathing too?

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Does it really matter?

I did not know for longest time how to describe my pain or even what transgender was my hurt had not a name. anxiety, in spades, you see, conspired me to grip with daggers deep within my heart and threat that they would rip.

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Reintroduced to Vulnerability

For most of my adult life, i've lived cold, distant, isolated hiding far away from the traffic of a relationship, lest it be my demise shifting ever so cautiously, each step through tall reeds avoiding contact, for most of what i knew was pain my only

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Hunger

Hours later she finished what she had been working on and began playing a game on her computer to help her ignore the pain and make her tired and went to sleep a couple hours after at 2 am.

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Memoires and Dreams Love

Slowly I stood at the top of the hill next to the cheery blossom tree with a perfect view for the setting sun I hear the car pull up when I turned I saw my two wonderful lovers. I slowly ran down to them the cheery blossom were floating in the air I...

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Whole to Me

Take one breath at a time the pain will follow you forever but one day you will remember that on those days you felt alive even if it takes forever remember on that day you were whole you were whole cant promise things will feel better they

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My life in a nutshell

I'll sell my guitars and maybe my car i sorely want to be with you my love from afar i want to meet you my darling shepherd if i go through pain then i know that it cant hurt i really am trying i know that i can my darling shepherd is american

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The Werewolf of Wolfia

I swiftly made my way through the great hall as fast as humanly possible, ignoring the numerous paintings and banners decorating the massive stone walls as I quickly approached my destination. My long, white lab coat was waving about as I moved with...

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The human way

Down i went onto him beating him with all my pain. the horror on there faces as i left him in disgrace. ignoreing his pain as i walk away. knowing that he wont ever come for me. i smile and laugh. insane at last.

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