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something was poking at my senses, pulling me from my numb sleep. a sound. a rustle. the movement of someone or something nearby. a weight creeping over my legs.
Fox, Grief, Plot Development, Plot Progression, Post-Apocalyptic, Series, Story Series, Wolf, apocalypse, hope, loss
Clouds clotting your sky,
every morning; you wake wishing to die~
not me, not me;
y'see;
i'm free,
from your kind of tyranny~
liquid oh-so green
it is numbing.
now life you will dream,
what would death really mean?
Abuse, Alcoholism, Dark, Drugs, Gothic, No-Yiff, Poetry, absinthe, dark poetry
Whispering sugar secrets under my skin
tempting
sweeping me from reality
playfully
seizing my muscles with youthful strength
perplexing my mind
and siphoning bits of life from my tattered soul
sucking anxiously
awaiting patiently
the bitter taste of me
numbing
Angst, Dark, Drugs, Poem, Sad
My laughter is as hollow as my tears
as hollow as my unknown fears
and all the colours of the greybow
black and white and in between
looking through a lifeless screen
living in all the colours of the greybow
i'm numb to the world around me
gone
FEELINGS, Poem, dull, unhappy
Breathing heavily,
sensitive to within,
burdened of restlessness,
mind numb,
voice is silent.
smile for her,
fall, beg, plead,
on your knees,
praying for her tears,
glistening of my fears,
a kiss on her lips,
a pause of silence.
Creative, Glimpse, Kissing, Love, Munchy, MunchyPaws, Of, Paws, Poem, Poetry, Rain, light, munch, original, romantic, write, writing
As it spread to my finger tips and toes, the pain subsided into numbness and my mind felt like it was slowly melting. eventually i felt completely numb to everything beyond sight, and then it all hit me, hard and fast.
Fox, Gay, Gay Relationships, Hyena, Magic, Wolf
I tried speaking, but my mouth felt numb and limp. in fact, so did every part of me. i tried giving them a worried look, but they held me down and tried screaming into my ears. i still couldn't hear anything.
i was terrified.
Gay, Gay Relationships, Teenagers
Slowly i lowered my head and knew he was gone
my heart heavy with sorrow and confusion
the world seemed a colder place now more than ever
at that moment nothing else mattered
shaken and numb i broke down in tears
no more would i hear his voice, his
Fox language, Navajo language, Poem
Try believing apathy, senses numb.
but you cant. for you still feel, it is shown.
running out, your soul has ousted its thumb.
Other, Perceptions, Poem, sonnet, wicca
numb and caged,
like an unbreakable cacoon.
he waits for her return,
hoping it's soon.
Poem, Poetry
Spirit, body, and mind, for just death reveals all
a dream that comes for your true sight of the
decades and decades of unholy fall
mirrors breaking as she's crying, "i'm numb!"
Death, Insanity, Poetry, body, mind, sonnet, spirit
Inside me is growing too deep
it sometimes awakens me from my sleep
the anger i feel, i too often can't control
just sends me further, down this never-ending hole
i used to be happy; i hate what i've become
i resort to drinking and wait for the pain to numb
Anger, Dark, Demon, Drinking, Poem, Poetry, Sad