The Weight: Chapter 7
These words and all of her self-loathing twisted and turned about inside of her head like an emotional roller coaster.
Recycled Rat Story, became Tribes
Johan returns, leaning down to to inspect the rat, before reaching to pet her head he looks at his hands, the scarred and bruised appendages, he pulls his hands back, and stares with an intensity at his hands, one that radiates self-loathing, as if he cannot
Madelyn's Nightmare (Twokinds short story)
The nightmare lingered in her head, and the self-loathing returned tenfold. she couldn't quite suppress the quiet sob as it squeezed its way into karen's hair. why was she so weak on every front?
Fugitive's Trust Chapter 1 Part 1 of 2
"teaching people to be unhappy with _what_they are leads to self-loathing and social division. it promotes a feeling of opposition and oppression that inhibits society from moving forward.
Serval and Sheep (Chapter 20)
I suppose regardless of how acidic one's self-loathing is, the need to prolong one's existence, no matter how miserable, is always stronger. that doesn't mean i didn't think about it. everyone noticed it, but nobody wanted to mention it.
The Fires That Burn.
He felt the old anger, grief, and self-loathing welling up in him. he bit his paws to stop himself from screaming in frustration.. he didn't want to wake his roommate. he slumped against the wall and slid down, sitting back on the floor.
Peccatum Bar: Rekindled Friendship
Something he needed after years of hiding and self-loathing. when the ship arrived at the docks, ryan unboarded and made his way to the return address that had been written on his letter. he hadn't told anyone he was coming.
Academ: Connection
She had thought that talking to kip would have been an exercise in self-loathing, and yet, here she was happy and nearly purring against him and ready to sleep. friends hm?
On Origin's Eve
The rodent felt more like such than ever before, only dispelling his self-loathing with a new thought that, after churning and developing of its own accord, became a decision: robin was no wide-eyed idealist.
Spirit Bound: Chapter Ninety-Six
He knew his voice dripped with venomous self-loathing, but he could not stop it. \
chapter 2: past the starting line
_i must have been self loathing longer then i thought._ as i head downstairs, the doorbell rung, “innes can you get that?” “sure,” but who would be here, our new neighbors? i opened the door, but before i saw who, i felt something tackle me.
Seekers Tale Part 20
In his eye and face i see pain, remorse, and self loathing the likes of which i could never have imagined. in the same depressed voice he asks, "do you think it will ever be possible to earn forgiveness for what i have done?