Rules of Engagement. Chapter Thirteen.
The wolf didn't even respond as he sunk back into his loathsome pit of self-hatred and despair. "and uh, don't tell anyone about this." the wolf only grunted at that and didn't say a word. "shit, maybe i should like call someone."
The Pool, Chapter Two.
The worst thing in the world would be to have this happiest of days end in sadness and self-hatred, and gods knew, there had already been so much of that.
The Gray Ranger: Unforgiven, Chapter Forty Four
Through her grief, through her crippling self-hatred, what remained of adlis' dignity told her to stop bawling like a child who had lost her dolly and go. kulgan had given his life for her.
Among the Stars. Chapter Ten.
Your insecurities would build, creating a rickety foundation for self-hatred that running as deep and sharp as a knife. it was like standing in a thick swamp. slowly sinking. the more you struggled, the faster it would take you.
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Lych took a step away from me before adding to my forming self-hatred, "you also... kinda don't run out of energy. you just keep going. i think my body hates me from what you did to it."
A pigeon's dream
I let them push me down, so they can hide their self-hatred. i don't mind. if my purpose in this life is to father the next king, so be it. but until then, i will torture my followers as much as i can. and they will love it.
United Through Two Worlds Chapter 14
"you didn't killed her michael" will interjected, attempting to quell the man self hatred. "i might as well have..." michael continued "what's the chance i'll find her again? you tell me!"
Jim's Night Out ("Jim and the Frog" series, #2)
The repressed self-hatred hidden in the smile of the cashiers as they take your order? all that is awesome, i tell you, but people with no money like me can't afford that. no, the reason i really love fast food joints is their trash cans.
Memories
Still on that 'self-hatred' track, the blond really couldn't bring others into his own demons. "shut up!" takato screamed, slapping naruto before he even realized what he did. "i...i'm sorry.
Loneliness Can Be Hard 04: The World Is Against Me
He stayed the same, stuck in his own self-hatred image. he let the water run and hit the shower head away from his body, realizing it was too cold. after a moment, the water at his feet just heated a little, but still felt cold.
Breaching the Surface (TTW pt. 6)
A truer empty, one devoid of guilt and despair, one of true zero and not abject self-hatred. rivers of tears eventually stemmed as well, lungs settled and sobs subsided. a stillness sank to his tail and toes. the clock sang out the top of another hour.
Found (Ch. 25)
My religion and place of worship is just as... nay, more valid than their temple dedicated to self-hatred, paranoia, and quiet subjugation!"