The voice of reason - Ch 10 - Sugar, we're going down...

I let out a deep sigh as ceylan was caressing my cheek... it's painful to realize what i just said to her... ceylan gently nudged my chin up and i was staring in those beautiful eyes of her... 'it's difficult... i know...

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The voice of reason - Ch 19 - Believe in me...

ceylan wants you back and... well... you want her back...' 'yeah...' 'then why aren't you going back to her...? are you afraid that it won't work out...?' 'ceylan and i changed a lot after we broke up, nikki...

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Gortoz 'A Ran - ch 61 - At my expense...

'ceylan...?' 'hey...' 'h-how are you feeling...? you okay...?' 'i'm okay... how about you...?' 'i feel terrible...' 'i shouldn't have left you...' 'i'm so sorry, ceylan... i-i didn't mean to a-a-and i just...' 'i'm sorry for leaving you...

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Gortoz 'A Ran - Ch 19 - "Sweet pea"...

'i promise, ceylan...' it stayed silent for a long time while i had a huge grin on the inside... at least i knew a little more about her sex life and her fantasies.

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Gortoz 'A Ran - Ch 27 - The girl with the long maroon hair...

'that's not the point, ceylan...' 'then what is?' 'your not very thrilled by this guy, are you?' 'no, not really... i hardly know him.' 'then get to know him! he gave you his number for a reason.

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Gortoz 'A Ran - ch 72 - For all the wrong reasons...

'it's not that, ceylan... really...' 'then tell me what it is, damn it...! why aren't you telling me anything...?!' 'because its something you can't change, ceylan...!' 'that's how i thought about myself once...! but i still changed...!

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Dissociation

ceylan. ceylan rhodes. and you're johnny?" i repeated as if she hadn't said his name several times. another meaningful look between the two.

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Gortoz 'A Ran - Ch 39 - Bon a santé...

'you're not the only one who got confronted with the past, ceylan... and i found answers but wished i didn't... but at some point, you'll have to let go...

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Gortoz 'A Ran - Ch 95 - Forgive and forget...

'i just wanna know, ceylan... is there anything going on between the two of you...?' 'before i tell you, i'd like you to know that you can't blame me for being honest...

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The voice of reason - Ch 26 - The need for speed...

Slowly but steady, i recovered from the accident that i had and became less dependant on ceylan and meagan. and once i fully recovered, ceylan and i had some catching up to do, if you know what i mean...

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Gortoz 'A Ran - ch 66 - The little boy next door

'alright, thank you so much, ceylan...' 'no problem... i'll let you know, okay?' 'thank you...' esmeralda had a weak smile on her face and closed the door quietly...

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