My Pen, And My Choice

He was a husk, swamped once more in his old friends self-hatred and insecurity, believing he never deserved to be happy, living in a world of constant and crippling anxiety. he had forgotten the things he used to take comfort in.

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The First Onslaught WIP

"sir, if you don't get it together they aren't going to make it, save that petty self-hatred stuff for the bar!" firefly yells. darian looks at her with eyes wide, surprised she would dare say such a thing.

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Wages: Chapter Six

That i should just release all this anger, this self-hatred, the loneliness, how i just want to die, the sadness-- everything. would it actually help me? would she even care? why should she, nobody would want to hear my maddened ramblings.

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Among the Stars. Chapter Eleven.

A self-hatred that made his teeth clench so tight blood was drawn. blue tinted blood dripped from typhon’s lips as he clutched his arm, trying to keep his anger contained.

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group therapy Part 2

But the crime wasn't no cattle-wrangling... and there that self-hatred was, returning after its one-minute holiday. do you find perspective claustrophobic? lets leave our fresh-faced protagonist for a second, and let him gain his wits.

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James' Birthday (Ch. 2)

He cast an anxious glance to his wrist, at the pinkish-puckered scars there that were an ever-present reminder of what happened he let self-hatred get control of him, like ruts on an otherwise perfect shadow of fur.

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Hypnovember '23: Executive Dysfunction

I'm concentrating, obsessing over this setback and it's caught me in a loop of self hatred, and because of that i'm catastrophizing my challenges, i'm sabotaging myself. and i'm letting that sabotaged failure ruin my confidence and self image.

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Zootopia Blues

Instead, we just..." she angrily pulled the crossbow from her belt, and seemed about ready to throw it aside in a fit of fury and self-hatred - but one of nick's paws shot out and stopped her, gripping her wrist tightly. "...that were-panther would've ripped

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Secrets Ch. 40

Feelings of rejection and self hatred at what i am beginning to bubble to the surface. i guess it was too much to hope that i had found a place where i could be fully accepted despite my heritage.

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Exposure - Chapter Ten

He'd almost gone down the slippery slope of lonely bitterness and rage and become a twin to joey's brand of self-hatred, but that trusting, innocent grin had brought him back from the edge. dox had saved him.

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The Forgotten 1: Edge of the World

His own self-hatred and the knowledge that he alone remained of his kind had kept him going. a winter killed goat had saved him, the stringy meat and cold blood had given him the strength to take wing.

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Love in the Snow Chapter 1: Under the Crescent Moon

She was completely right about everything, inside my soul i have this self hatred that eats at me that no one see's, i guess i cover it up to well. but you... amy. you can see inside my soul,_ i thought deeply.

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