The truth in the clouds

The new year approaches, the explosions of fireworks drowning out the howls, slowly, but surely, life drains from me...

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Thoughtzzz... (can’t sleep...again...)

Thoughtzzz... (can't sleep...again...) A thought less than needed, my eyes stay open wide Darkness lines my face too deep to hide Nights stare at me & the ceiling, waiting till day-break to move too far to find for a while I belittle the whispers...

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Daynight...

Daynight... In dreams, below the gallows, is a place I sit, trying not to think As the echoes in mind fill the room, the "once possible" flashes with every blink What I had wanted once before, walks like you, through that door, I can't seem to walk...

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Night thoughts - 38. Because Y knot

Into the storm of an unsteady mind remembering to forget anything worth while i may find still running in place, the world passes by so fast first to see the race beginning, i somehow always end up last never wanting the finish line always remembering life

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Fr-ended...

Fr-ended... Before I go father than needed, let me explain To be as one can, is expected with some amount of pain Struggle is a word spoken in place of frustration Though many a time, the definition is re-written from ones own hesitation Had a...

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Peace-full...

From a shadowed mind letting vision clear show sights not seen in lifetimes steady sounds echo through the silent catacombs unfamiliar with such common chimes fingers bend & relax for the first moment forgetting why they can a man of stone begins life

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Great-full...

Great-full... I can't thank you enough The gentlest hand to hold, but a mindset beyond tough It's a miracle to me to see you smile It's been years of tears, & shared fears Always, you stay strong Through thick & thin, you stand, regardless of any...

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Darkness before me

Before me see a well cold and solid i try to escape it but still it beckons before it i stand prostrate and rejected but in its col dark depths i see my life reflected no mortal sin could bear the pain of events in my life dejected again and again

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*poem* Poet's Block

Might begin to believe something was not well when the page decides to remain blank it's stubborn and intimidating and frightening with all its blankness but now i'm so far into the page, it's "okay" for one tonight i can't write about the futility of life

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Search’in...

Night thoughts - 86. - Y knot... Search'in... Minutes to miles, I glance at so many precious smiles It's a rollercoaster for moments that twist & turn I enjoy sharing each, but I don't always feel I have such time to burn It rhythms a melody off...

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Pages From a Dog's Diary

**Pages From a Dog's Diary #1** I have often wondered, what was behind the green gate. It looked as if it was never opened; old and dusty, on rusty hinges and with thick layers of green paint flaking off. But today, someone had left that gate...

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A simple story III : Part I

But now he was married and in a few months father for the first time in his life, and this stress was now stronger, more intense. maybe he should think about being transferred to administrative services ?

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