Holding On
#1 of poems the bringer of death take away your pain in this...just a little poem i wrote earlier today when i was feeling really hurt and down the bringer of death take away your pain in this everlasting dark hour.
Closet
I stare into the darkness, that is the life ridden void of my closet, and though I cannot see what lies within, I can see what lies within. Not within the closet, no. For that which I am blind to. But within my own self, I can see within. For I...
A Year Later, Wounds Still Lie Open
For a little while you've gotta find a reason to drag yourself out of bed to pull yourself through the day, each one creeping by slower and more painful than the last...
I shall not bow
I wish you could have felt my pain as you struck me, beat me and most importantly your drunken foolery that pain is no other.
Haunted
Truth is i want to tell her how i feel, that i revel in the pain she ignites in my soul. an addictive game of masquerade, of holding on to my mask before falling to pieces over her. i've felt the pain of a lost love,it's eternal.
The Breath
Your body punishes you with pain. your drink. your body punishes you with pain. how long until it punishes you for breathing too?
Does it really matter?
I did not know for longest time how to describe my pain or even what transgender was my hurt had not a name. anxiety, in spades, you see, conspired me to grip with daggers deep within my heart and threat that they would rip.
Reintroduced to Vulnerability
For most of my adult life, i've lived cold, distant, isolated hiding far away from the traffic of a relationship, lest it be my demise shifting ever so cautiously, each step through tall reeds avoiding contact, for most of what i knew was pain my only
Farewell, My Son.
Know that it won't be without pain or tears, or sorrow or anger or even fears. i must admit it's hard to cope, while thinking that there is no hope. cody, my son, why did you leave? and leaving your friends back home to grieve.
That Which Remains
All that has died will rise again, the ashes no longer bound to fate The tears of centuries long forgotten will cascade down a waterfall But in that timeless eternity spent, there is one thing that remains to date That love and companionship, the...
Broken dreams of love
Even with the pain. i still wish that it was you and me. i just wish this never ending pain would just go away.
A fear inside
For the pain i suffer i throw onto other's in hope it will go away. instead hitting me harder in my head for i fell dread for what i dealt.