Suffering...

I've hoped and dreamed: i've yelled and screamed... but every night, i suffer... in silence. so many things i've endured, to be where i am today... molestation, aggravation, all the things they did to me... suicidal? hesitation?

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Love

You force yourself to communicate with them..holding onto some sort of slim hope that they too..are truly suffering like you are. what if they are? will they take you? can you be so lucky?

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epitaph of a sacrafice

Die you do nothing to stop me. i cant help but love even though you do nothing. it is who i am. it is in my nature to take the fall. i love you so therefore i shall give my life for you. i shall save you from your fate. i'll take it from you. your eternal suffering

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HT6:Suffering

_"You sass that hoopy Ford Prefect? There's a frood who really knows where his towel is." -Douglass Adams (The Hitchhiker's Guide to the Galaxy) Comments, Suggestion, blah blah blah, consequences, blah blah blah Pronunciation: Xabi...

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Vent a Plea

Help! Help me please.. Bang! Bang! Bang! My hand just thumped on this mental glass. A glass that was just but one side of this delusional box. Emotions were something I was never good at. I still am not good at. I'm suffocating. I'm...

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Facing the Darkness

I feel so down, taking the pain, the suffering, i listen to their voices jeering at me from up close and from afar, and i think i see a bit of light shining through this damned night!

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The Biography Of My Maker

It was an unrelenting torrent of pain and suffering the likes of which has only ever been seen in book detailing the ultimate ways to torture a person.

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Bring The Boys Back Home

**Obivously; the mice aren't mine. Neither is Bring The Boys Back Home. Thank Roger Waters for inspiring this. It's not my best; but I bashed it out in about an hour; so go figure.** * * * Three bored mice sat around the battered and broken TV; all...

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Ch-1 Suffering

Outcast, that's what they called her. She was unwelcomed by her own clan, a misfit, purely because of the color of her fur and eyes. A black sheep to her own Mother and Father. Cast out for something she had no control over, and left alone to...

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The Wall

_ in fact, scribbled on the last page before the current date was a question: why am i making her suffer? now she got it: he was distancing himself because he couldn't control the feelings he was going through.

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The End Of All Hope?

Thanks to my mental suffering and a rather awesome homestruck album, i'm back writing! this is the song that got me moving: http://homestuck.bandcamp.com/track/even-in-death-tmorras-belly-mix i was listening it the whole time.

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Sharp Shooter-Chapter 3-Hellhounds

They destroy everything they touch, suffering, grief and death follow them where ever they go. their beliefs are that of psychopaths, their hearts are made of dirt, their eyes contain no mercy for the ones they kill. i'm all to familiar with them.

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