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An example of one of the more troubling times in any child's life is the example of moving to a new home and feeling the strong alienation of the unfamiliarity of a new house on a new street in a new suburb of a new town, Essentially it is an unexplored world larger than what was once seen and intimidates the child with its endless new sights. The child will seek what is and was familiar what was truly their one home before their move and the comfort it brings. Another Example of troubling childhood times, is being late for your first day at your new school, a trouble that Alex, a fifteen year old Black furred Bunny rabbit dressed in a ripped red hooded jumper with a grey long sleeve shirt underneath and with medium fit blue jeans matching his sand-shoes with little skull prints on the heels.

"GAAAH!" he screams running down the road franticly as his bag shakes rattles and hits him on his back with every clumsy rushed step " HOW COULD I HAVE SLEPT IN!?" the answer to that is an alarm clock with a dead battery underneath a pile of pillows on the floor, which coincidentally is a third example of a troubling time for a child.

Student body Chapter 1

First impressions

Before the morning of the late arrival to school Alex had a full week off to adjust to his new home on a lovely looking suburb in a small one floor home. During that week was the most painfully obvious awkward silences he shared with his father; Brent who had decided on the move all by himself with no input or say from Alex. He wasn't confused to all the reasons for moving but he didn't like any of them, his parents recently divorced and thats the majority of the reasons they moved. Alex knew there were more reasons, like the reasons they had the divorce which Brent would never discuss and that his mother avoided entirely whenever asked.

It was a cold and bitter air in the home the tension between father and son obvious with Alex taking to spending the most of the days in his room trying to ignore the new world outside. A new world with the loud new neighbours and the bright new sun. There was something Alex knew deep down inside, that he would have to go out, meet these people at odd social gatherings, like pools parties, or barbecues, or some horrifyingly mundane holiday celebration that took no risks in celebrating anything but people coming together and being nice. He never liked that, Halloween was scary and a reason to look goofy, christmas was about snow presents to family and a massive dinner, Birthdays were reasons to go out to fancy restaurants and make underpaid waiting staff sing awkwardly and embarrassingly . That of course all involved his parents, both of them.

Alex's Mother; Claire, was a police officer when Alex was much younger so he rarely saw his mother during the days.

Ever since the divorce Alex spent the most time trying to remember "fond" memories, Something to evoke some sense of sorrow or loss, he could find a few, he found many sensations he was going to miss but very few memories.

the sensations He knew to miss were a mothers embrace, calm soothing voice, words of untapped feminine wisdom and her smile. That smile, that without words told him everything was going to be okay. It was when he recalled the smile one odd incident arose in his mind, a very young memory with cloudy details to the sides of the full picture.

A five year old Alex wanders away from his sleeping father; tired and reclined on a chair, to go and explore his parent's bedroom. Inside Alex looks into the large mirrored wardrobe that held his father's suits and mother's dresses. One idea links to another and Alex recalls playing his first ever game of "dress up". He manages a purple sunday dress from a hanger and finds a straw woven hat, kicks off his shoes and slips literally into a pair of high heels, both of which don't match and were very hard to walk in. Then there was a chuckle, soft and sweet more a giggle than anything. Alex turns to see his mother standing leaning on the bedroom door looking down to him with that soft gentle smile. Alex began to cry and his mother knelt down and held him close then the memory gets distorted, forgotten but he can still remember that she says something but it's lost to him.

Finally Alex has a memory that makes him long to be back with his mother, and for the first time in a long while, a day before he is to start a new school and succumb to a new life, He cries softly into his sleep.

He slams into the door tripping over his feet a lace in his shoe caught underneath the door he crashes to meet the floor and is welcomed with familiar muffled laughter of a youthful environment.

"Mr Barton I presume?" said a very stern youthful but wise voice, the teacher Miss Abercrombie looked down a hand place on her hip and another holding a piece of chalk as she stands next to an old blackboard. Alex found his feet stood up straight and looked to his new teacher apologising as he did she was a zebra, but no mohawk like the always thought they had she wore her hair or mane down. She didn't look like a proper teacher,she was young possibly mid to late twenties and was adorned in a crimson fabric uniform with a long skirt "We hope you'll be here tomorrow better prepared Mr Barton that door is very unforgiving to unkempt shoes." both of his shoes were untied by his frantic running and he apologised again. "We also hope by tomorrow you will have procured your school uniform" there was laughter again and finally Alex turned his head glancing out the sides of his eyes the entire classroom of room B dash one. Twenty or so, lots of unfilled seats and a lot of girls. His head snapped back to Miss Abercrombie feeling her eyes glare at him before finally she broke that stern demeanour and smiled to him. "It's alright there the school was informed you'd lack your uniform, shipping was so sudden, your father had to call and tell ahead of time" thats right he saw it, the dark grey uniforms with blue and white ties, and white shirts on the entire class.

"Still no sign of it ma'am" he said rubbing the back of his head

"Well please introduce yourself to the class, you have a minute before registration is over." She has that youthful spry eagerness to her, that emanating feeling of a true fondness one takes in a job, it courses through the classroom even from the way she sits on the edge of her table.

They're staring to him now though, staring and waiting for some info that best introduces him in the dimmest but simplest lights for his first impression.

"Well I uhm" a fourth example of a difficult time for a child is first impressions, To the youth first impressions are thought always to be done right, when in truth they have always been either entirely wrong or simple, just okay. Thankfully Alex feels he lands in the "Just okay" side of things.

"I moved here about a week ago from my old home in Cumernant City, I was in a flat instead of my new house. I'm here only with my dad, I don't have any brothers or sisters. Back in my last school I was Pretty good at learning the Piano apart of my music class, It was kind of my favourite since there was this funny music teacher there. In my spare time though I guess I'm either watching TV or reading" Just Okay.

"That's all very interesting Alex Does anyone have a question for Alex?" a few hands rose to Miss Abercrombie to point out them each. the first landed on a small pudgy cow girl with blonde flowing hair a small clip to keep it from hiding her face.

"What can you play on piano then?" she asked.

"Well the old school usually taught these easy cheesy rock and pop songs I cant remember their names, but one has this thing about not stopping believing" the cow girl and a few other students chuckled as another child was pointed out, and then another and another so on so forth till finally the bell rang out for the first period.

He was used to this set up in high school life, the classes separate and an hour long each but he was thankful they were now all held in the same classroom and that teachers moved around instead, After his registration Miss Abercrombie left for her first class, she taught English and Alex would see here after the first break a twenty minute long rest after the first two classes. when it came about the cowgirl from earlier came over to his seat "Hi there" she said smiling cutely sitting herself down "I'm Toni and this is Tristan" she said pointing behind her, Alex leaned his head to the side but could only see a black panther boy near the front sitting and typing away on his phone. Noticing how far Alex was having to look Toni turned herself around and proceeded to fetch the panther by his ear and bring him over "Like i said, this is Tristan" Alex simply chuckled uncomfortably and smiled

"Hi there" Alex said looking between them both the smiling Toni and the preoccupied Tristan

"Oh don't mind him He's nice and everything he's just using this time to chat up his foreign girlfriend." Tristan just kept his head down typing on his phone. "Sometimes he's so engrossed in it I can play games with him, like this. Tristan do you mind if i rip up your comics?" He simply grunted an uninterested grunt in response "tristan would you mind if i told everyone you have a fear of mice?" the same grunt in response and now Alex was chuckling "Okay, Tristan if you grunt one more time, you're agreeing to come to my house and try on my bra and panties" Alex had to stifle himself before he blurted out a loud laugh, then Tristan gave a grunt while Toni and Alex began to laugh finally breaking him out of his spell with the phone.

Toni Sat down beginning to ask more about Alex while Tristan sat in bewilderment of the silly deal he had inadvertently made while Alex smiled and did his best to amuse them both with his answers. The topic soon came around to TV shows and finally Tristan perked himself into the conversation when Alex had told them he enjoyed a series of shows similar to Tristan and on an Equal level of fanatical worship. Alex found himself enjoying the chats feeling the pressure of his first day lifting from his shoulders even when the bell rang again.

Later in the large clean and mostly metallic lunch hall Alex had reunited with Toni and Tristan, who proceeded to take his phone number if he ever wanted to know anything or to chat more. Toni was abundantly confident in making new friends where as Tristan felt obligated to match with Toni, Alex did not mind this though, It was his first day and already he felt like he had two wonderful new friends, though when they all compared lunches he did feel much safer sitting next to Toni than with Tristan who devoured a meaty sandwich and cured jerky. "Thank god for herbivores" he thought.

Sitting still for so long Alex noticed the general cliques of high school life sat within the lunch hall and some that stayed outside within viewing distance of the window. There will always be your usual suspects, the jocks the preppies the chess team the political achievers who tend to suffer little to no social issues in high school life, or so the movies make you believe. Then on the outside, the goth, emo, vampire like crowds all dispersed between the game freaks nerds geeks and so on. It wasn't nice Alex listing them all off but it's just how he saw them on first impressions. He began to wonder where he would fall into.

He wasn't nearly sporty enough to be a jock or preppy and he didn't consider himself to be that nerdy about things, in public of course, would he wind up likely joining in with some one else? It took a bewildered look on Tristan's face to bring him back but he knew, Toni had just told him about the sudden "bra deal" and again Toni and Alex just laughed it off. Maybe Alex is with an entirely different clique altogether for now, one of silly deals friendly bovines and confused panthers.

Before he knew it Alex had whisked away his first day of school with easily forgettable final classes of science and math that passed him by in a blur of numbers and drowned out squawking of his teachers trying effortlessly to make what can be entertaining the most routine and interest depriving acts, and all he wanted was to be talking with Toni and Tristan once more. The hill back up to the suburb Alex now resided in was clear of all public sign of life, no one on the foot paths, no children out climbing the trees of the forest next to it, and no sign of anyone in the houses yet evident by the drawn curtains empty drive ways and yard toys left out on the small patches of grass outside the front doors. It all seemed to emanate this stale boring air to the entire suburb. The life of it had been the young loud children running and playing, what kept that life in check was the constant presence of the adulthood world many of whom must still be in work.

Alex thought back to when he was younger, after school moments spent running around outside playing around the street and always under the watchful gaze of his parents. There weren't many other children on his street when he was younger, the only children he ever played with were two neighbour squirrel girls. One day they asked him to play while their mothers talked, the girls showed them Bettie dolls they had while Alex showed his policeman toy. They played had fun and Alex pretended to write up the Bettie-mobile for parking in the wrong place, they laughed and the girls swapped him a bettie doll for a short moment while they tried fitting the policeman toy in a bettie dress, it almost fit, it also almost ripped the dress in half because of its frame and they all laughed.

Smiling Alex finally noticed some kids had come out to play in the moment he had spaced out reliving his memory. Then there was the familiar tune of "I'm gonna do what i want" by the Racoons an old rock band Alex liked. It was his phone ringing and the contact was Toni. He flicked his finger across the face of the phone and answered "Hello?"

"Okay so what gives? Thought we were doing this deal."

"What deal? i was on my way home"

"You don't live too far from me, come to Krambs cross we'll wait outside" Alex was only getting more confused with Toni avoiding the question.

"What deal?"

"Making Tristan wear panties of course" In the background he could hear the hushed rapid protests from Tristan. Was she serious about this from the start? He wondered what to say next before she answered back down the phone "Remember Krambs cross not far from your street. See you when we do" she said finishing her bubbly confident happy self before the click of the phone and dead silence permeated in his ear. Dad was not home for another three hours or so his shifts ran late into supper time. Alex toyed with the face of his phone before nodding his head and walking beyond the suburb and passing the forest pathway to make it to Krambs cross a much fancier newly built suburb with newly designed two story homes. Alex felt a bit of envy that these houses looked so nice in comparison to his new suburb home the bungalow he now shared with his dad, he could faintly smell the tinge of pool cleansing chlorine.

"Lucky bandits" is all he thought envious of anyone to have a pool, before he saw the excited waving hand of Toni and the dismayed reddened face of Tristan who stood shoulders slumped forward and his collar pulled up to hide what little of his pitch black face he could.

"Finally! okay so now we can get on with today" Toni said as if she were in no position of discomfort what so ever while Tristan said nothing and looked constantly away from Alex.

"Wait Toni you were serious about the panty deal? i thought that was a joke, look at Tristan he's clearly not up to this" Toni stopped at the door of a house, hers he assumed, turning to face both boys she simply smiled.

"Yeah thats not whats wrong and it wasn't a joke, See we've had a deal for a long time Alex" and with a smile she opened the door wide as Tristan walked in Alex trailing in behind them both in complete bewilderment. "Mom" Toni shouted to the back of the house "I'm home, i brought Tristan and a new friend over. I'll be in the factory" It was as if every time Toni spoke she introduced a new element to further confuse and make Alex question everything, factory? Toni led the boys upstairs and flung open a door to a bright purple designed room with a large wardrobe where she threw her schoolbag aside before dragging both off to another room with a bit of paper taped to it with bubbled handwriting titling it "The factory" and once she pushed aside the door Alex looked inside with awe at the complete setup.

Toni as it turned out had an eye and passion for designing clothes, all female all styles. There were dress designs plastering the walls a large table with its sides completely built up of long drawers full of different fabrics and materials and atop it a heavy looking sewing machine, it looked industrial but that was only due to its large size. There were full body mirrors on the wall that detached and swung around to make separators for the room. the carpet was littered with bits of thread, tiny fake jewel fragments, cuts of fabric and a set of pillows scattered around the room.

"Welcome" Toni said waving her hand in "To the factory, Sole supplier of cross dresser schoolboy clothing" Alex stood stunned stepping in the details swirling around him as he turned, before catching it again. Something Toni said that added a new level of confusion to the situation and a new question.

"Cross dresser?"

Chapter 2

It had taken a while to finally convey the whole story to Alex, and even then he wasn't sure he was understanding every detail as it was relayed back to him. Toni explained it slowly and thusly.

Tristan and Toni had been neighbours to one point up until he and his family moved house, they remained in school together best friends through and through, no hardships too tough that they couldn't handle. Tristan had always had an interest in girl's clothing over boys clothing, an interest he keeps closeted out of comfort where as before it was an interest he kept behind lock and key in fear of ridicule. He would pretend from a young age and would constantly steal from his elder sister articles of clothing he knew she would not miss. old pairs of panties that no longer fit her, skirts, with some rips at the hem, and even a bathing suit she just got tired of with a Hawaiian floral pattern. Tristan was keeping it a good secret up until one accidental time an unlocked cupboard and a nosey best friend saw his secret exposed.

"He was so shy about it really, i thought it was cute before anything else" Toni said giggling to herself as she paced around "the factory" and cleaned up some of the miscellaneous good from the floor, Tristan blushed and hung his head as she continued.

He did in fact try and cover his tracks saying they were merely his sisters and her closet was too big for all the items, but he had too few to really pass that lie off. Toni asked simply and straight forward if he liked wearing them, and Tristan staring back at his only friend submitted under pressure and relayed the truth along with his experiences trying on the clothes when Toni had asked.

Toni was vastly interested in fashion. engrossed in fashion detail books, not the kinds that over exemplify the fashion models to being tight thinned out females who's last meal consisted of the practice of seeing said meal leave the body just as quickly as it entered, no, she was interested with in depth magazines that go to lengths on the style the steps from idea to reality, the design process etc etc. Her favourite thing to do was to read up on newly formed talent, and to read over the expertise and insight of one Mrs Samantha Bunny, a fashion designer opening up her own outlets. Toni at this point went off an a tangent about her love of the fashion designer leaving Alex and Tristan in a very awkward stiff silence where neither looked at each other but knew they were thinking about each other and about what they thought of each other. She came back to and continued stating how she wanted to start early and make clothing but with a twist. She came to Tristan one day with a proposal, that she wanted his help in her work designing and making outfits and dresses and other articles of clothing. Tristan eagerly said yes without knowing what he'd get into, It was no trap at all she kept explaining, he had every chance to say no to get out of there to think nothing more about it. Tristan didn't though, he didn't think twice about it, didn't run for the hills and didn't think anything ill of his best friend. from that moment on Tristan would be the model for "the factory" the clothing line designed for boys, to be girls.

Alex just sat there on a floor pillow his mind buzzing with the imagery of the whole story, he couldn't believe it at all. Maybe this was just one silly prank before the whole panties prank? Nope Toni just kept showing off the detail of her work the very well done sketches of dress concepts, outfits, even a take not he girl's school uniform they wore, but with edits to fit a boy's frame better. Alex just coughed and looked around the tension seeming like it would never come to an end unless he was the one to continue to speak "Well that is huh something else" he said "Not that it's bad" he quickly corrected "It's Just, new to me."

This could be chalked down as another difficult situation to handle, one of accepting new normalities and coming to understand friends better. Alex did want to see Toni and Tristan as his friends, they were nice funny, liked what he liked so to have that ruined by not understanding one another would have made everything, the move, the divorce, the new school all that much more difficult. Being alone was a terrible feeling, and when everything seems to add up on a child, it almost feels like a very empty and cold thing clinging to one's insides. Alex knew this feeling, the cold isolation of being left alone during the awkward silences with his father, which made him seem much farther away than the few feet he was in reality. Then Alex thought back to the times he was not alone, the fun afternoons he would spend with neighbour children playing about whilst the warm welcoming smile of his mother was never more than a few feet away.

"I don't mind it" he stated with a smile to his lips and a glint of admiration in his eye as he looked to Tristan who was still huddling himself into a ball on a pillow and hiding his face from embarrassment and upon hearing this looked up slowly wondering if Alex was being honest. "Honest, I think its actually kinda cool, you're practically a model."

"He is, he's my model" Added in Toni

"Yes! and i bet he's great, guys i'm actually excited now, I wanna see you model Tristan, and I wanna see you design and make dresses Toni." Alex got two very odd looks from the two before they just blurted out with laughter, a good sign that the tension in the room was greatly lowered and that everyone was comfortable again. It took some more convincing to Tristan that Alex was indeed perfectly fine with him to dress up and model if it's what he wanted and that he enjoyed himself. Meanwhile Toni was at her drawing board looking between cutouts of dresses from the many magazines she had and drawing down comparisons , jotting notes and making new pattern designs for a skirt which, of what little Alex could glimpse, seemed very cute, with a tiny jellyfish near the hem. Soon Tristan went off into A closet with a tiny plaque above it reading "Dressing room".

"you seem to like labelling everything like it's actually a design studio." stated Alex looking over the stylish plaque. Toni looked up from her designs and smiled, replying

"I'm modelling this entire set up after one of my idols" her glee was obvious when she brought up the subject, and Alex smiled with great interest. She repeated herself at some points without knowing it but from everything that was said so far, Alex knew this.

There was once a Beautiful woman, proud and confident, from another town; which she was a political figurehead of, and who had put her talents and charisma to the fashion world beginning her own line of women's clothing and soon becoming a country wide phenomena. Toni said that it was her never ending drive to design, to create and to provide in any way for her family that lead to her being so successful.

"She sounds very interesting" Alex said sitting himself down on the floor pillows again and noticing the small decorations of what the room, now known as "the factory", used to be. Tiny little stars clung onto the ceiling, holes of thumb tack where posters would be hung near the window, and dent marks in the carpeting where a bed no doubt was. Toni still energetic from what had to have been a favoured topic to her still pressed on.

"OH she is!" exclaimed Toni "And what is even better in a week from now she'll be opening up her own store here, at our mall!"

"You're very excited about a new store!" mimicked Alex

"Didn't you hear me? SHE will be opening it, ribbon ceremony speech and everything, our mall will be the final store opened and then she'll have opened a store in every state in the country" He pondered if that was resin enough to have a ceremony over, but felt it seemed appropriate to celebrate an accomplishment.

"Okay" said the dim voice of Tristan from behind the closet door, or the "changing room" door for those who prefer obeying the plaque. It then opened, coming to one side to reveal, a cute Panther girl, with hair brushed to one side covering over her left eye and held in place with a Grey bow with a white knot centre. She was wearing A Grey and white floral patterned Lolita dress with a short hem skirt, thigh high stockings and a shiny pitch black pair of Mary jane shoes.

Toni squealed with gleeful delight clapping her hands together rapidly as she hopped up from her chair and looked all around the other girl,

"Oh wow look at you! this is even better than last time! Told you you'd look good with your fringe like that" Toni exclaimed paying more visual attention on the dress than the girl in it. There was no need for Alex to have explained to him that the girl he was looking upon was Tristan, all Alex did was stand perfectly still his eyes hovering over every detail of the outfit much akin to Toni "Oh look at you Trinity you're perfect in this outfit, i should fix the stitching" Alex took a brief moment to look up at Tristan's face when he heard the new name, and not much to his surprise Tristan was blushing but Alex looked away as soon as he had realised it, he was blushing too, cheeks a bright red with embarrassment. His eyes then darted back down to Toni who was kneeling by the hem of the skirt inspecting every inch of the fabrics for fraying material or loose threads.

Alex was not blushing for any reason of youthful admiration or finding Tristan cute, which he did but not in the way one would say their small spouse is cute, or how a baby is cute, no Alex was blushing because for a moment for a split second in his mind he did not see Tristan or Trinity inside the outfit, but a black long eared girl with sapphire eyes and shinning blonde hair. Of course Like with the other boy, who now did not resemble a boy at all, Alex did not need it explained to him that the girl he saw in the dress was himself.

"I wanna buy that" he said to himself in what Alex most assuredly thought was a hushed whisper, but there are never whispers in the factory so Toni and Tristan or Trinity turned and looked right to Alex who now had another reason for the red hue to his cheeks. "Uhm"

"you want to buy, this dress?" Toni asked slowly lingering on her words as she maintained eye contact with Alex, who for the life of him now fully understood the "deer in the headlights" metaphor.

"you want to buy the dress?" Asked Tristan or Trinity as he also stared to Alex Making him feel as if he was the most unfortunate deer to see headlights, because to him he had two sets of headlights brightly staring him down and bringing all survival instincts to their halt for far too long in the life span of any deer in any set of headlights. This is another troubling time in a child's life, it's a troubling time in any person's life be they young or old, but it is mostly common in the youth, to not know what to say to diffuse a situation centred around yourself. Many people resort to babbling incoherently, many nervously attempt to change the subject and so- LOOK BEHIND YOU AN ELEPHANT! Some try to flee in a shroud of confusion.

Alex thought about it as his eyes darted between the eyes of his two new friends, who he couldn't gauge from their expressions if they wished to remain friends, or kick Alex out of "the factory" and to never again speak with him. "Yes?" he slowly whimpered out.

Toni leaped up from her knelt stance and grinned widely, a bright toothy grin as bright as her gleaming white eyes

"Really? you're not just saying that ?" she was standing right before him eyes locked and her body the tiniest centimetre away from his.

"Would you wear it?" Asked Tristan or Trinity from behind Toni. Alex remained silent for another second before gulping down his inhibition, as much as he could, and responded.

"Well I just meant it looked really nice, I would buy it, and I suppose..." His eyes drifted from them both looking instead to the items around the room, The Drawing board with the many dress designs pinned and still in the works, the pillows with bright patterns frays in their fabric and innocent more feminine designs strewn across the floor, and the tiny plaques with new aliases for everything before he breathed in and smiled "I would, I would wear It if I had one like that".

Now he can't recall. Who was it who said it first? "Give him a dress to try" ? Why was he now holding onto a a light green floral patterned dress with short sleeves? why was he inside of Toni's very impressive walk in closet?

Short answer, he was pushed in with great enthusiasm and told, by Toni, he would not be let out unless he had tried on the dress. Tristan or Trinity, seemed to have helped in the pushing.

Long answer was Alex had shut his eyes in shame hearing his very last statement before Toni sized Alex up, Rummaged through her closet compared dresses to Alex's form which was very similar yet shorter to Tristan's, and had finally settled on the green floral dress and tiny ribbon, which she had strung around Alex's ears to hold them down.

The closet was very well lit, It felt like a changing room found in a shopping mall mixed with a playhouses' backstage area with a mirror light up on all sides by tiny round lights. fairy lights over head giving it that "Girlish" quality that seemed to now be surrounding Alex.

Alex sighed querying as to why he was not protesting, what about all this felt so familiar? was it that one time he played dress up as a child? No, not one time. There was another.

He must not have been five days into preschool, a small gathering of parents leaving behind their children in a small but very brightly coloured classroom. Alex tiny and frail hid away in the corner of what he thought was somewhere no one went, but soon realised was a bright pink cutaway in the shape of a castle. Three girls had come around wanting to play princess. He remembers what happened next, they bickered over who would be princess, their fighting got much louder until the teacher stepped in. With a calm supportive voice the teacher offered up a new idea, all the while Alex kept to the corner. She had the girls consider Alex being the princess for today, and with no hesitation the girls ended their argument settling for who would be a horse, a knight and a dragon whilst Alex was told how to wear a frilly pink princess dress.

Alex smiled and looked to the mirror.

there he was, wearing a complimenting green floral dress, he didn't seem real, he looked like a vision of a real girl standing in his place, copying him move for move. his hand gently caressed over his tied back ears head turning to see the cute ribbon tied in a neat little bow. It was cute, Toni seemed to have a very keen eye for these details. However something did not seem right with Alex he peered deep into the mirror looked over himself in the dress, examined almost every fibre could could not imagine what may be wrong. visually he was as his friends intended him to be, a boy surreally looking like a girl. It then struck him, He did not feel like a girl. This statement is not entirely true, With the dress and ribbon on and the posing in front of the mirror Alex did feel like a girl, the issue he has this very moment is that he does not feel like a girl enough. he lacked make up he lacked a feminine figure he did not sound like a girl nor walk like one. Feeling the dress down to his thighs Alex blushes at another detail which made him very aware of his lacking girlish feelings. He still wore his Boxers underneath everything. the difference in feel to the dress was noticeable, his ordinary clothes felt normal but wearing them with the dress on felt out of place, discomfortingly so.

Alex gave a shallow chap to the closet door and opened it ajar just a crack as Toni stepped in close on the other side.

"you okay in there?" she asked him "You've been really quiet for a while now" . Alex whispered back

"I'm fine but..." this was by far the oddest request he had every asked of anyone "This is the oddest request i've ever asked anyone but, do you have any panties you've made?" Toni has to slap a hand to her mouth to stop from herself laughing out and giggling mad with happiness all the while Alex stands feeling his face burn. After a second passes a pair of matching light green panties with tiny decorative bows on the thighs comes from between the door and its frame A design Toni had made another testament to her cute eye for detail.

they felt even softer than the dress, the panties hugged and cupped his boy hood in gentle fibres whilst the rest of him felt a warm embrace from the dress, he looked to himself in the mirror once more and smiled.

The surprise on Toni and Tristan or Trinity's face, They couldn't even recognise Alex from before both of them had red flushed cheeks their jaws slightly open in stunned silence, and their eyes staring with no clear indication at what part of Alex the stared at.

"Okay you're going to have to say something before i go back and change cause i'm beginning to feel real stu-"

"You look amazing!" shouted toni whose face was in an impressively painful looking excited smile her eyes practically shimmering.

"Y-you really do Alex." said Tristan in a shy timid voice as he smiles ever so cutely like a young schoolgirl would.

Toni ran over and gave Alex strong bear hug surprising coming from such a little bovine, and Tristan or Trinity just blushed smiling over to him. "You should model for Toni more often" He said "I can't always get away from my family to be here so Toni's left sitting with nothing new to work on." Tristan continued "plus it'd mean you'd get to try on lots of new cute stuff to try on."

Alex didn't react how he'd thought to, with a stun, with embarrassment or with nervousness. He smiled looked to Toni and said

"I think i'd like that, very much"

Soon there after the afternoon was lost to several hours of trying on new accessories with the two boy's dresses, all giggling cheerfully as their friendship began to strongly bond and the three girls of the factory were beginning their new lives ever connected with each other.