lief blozende Wolf - sweet blushing wolf

Story by NoctisIgnem on SoFurry

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#13 of Poetry

Life hurts, so let's endure the pain together.


*petting and licks* *hugs and holds* Loving gestures said, a bond nowhere sold.

Strange how it works, how people are able to connect. How us two individuals, feel like a match so perfect.

And one day you wake up, unable to eat. Because that person caused butterflies, and that's all you need.

I'm writing with tears, of excitement and fright. Because my emotions have gotten, me sick of worries tonight.

I said how I loved you, your smile your body your being. Yet the words came out garbled, like my linguistics routine isn't describing the feels that I'm feeling.

More tears of the confused, the man who knows not. I want to describe my inner being, yet these were the only words I got:

I want to be with you holding hands, sit next to you if that's alright. And listen to our heartbeats synchronize, just being with you all night.

I'll hold not just your hand, but care for you with my life. So I'll ask with tears and a smile, with me, will you take this dive?

Please, let me stop...

Is it wrong off me to put myself first? Is it wrong off me to neglect myself? Am I egoistic because I long for an end, because I don't know what to do, nor appreciate what I did? Will the train complain because I dented it? Will the noose be angry...

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Void

Void, of emotions, of feelings, of compassion, of guild. Void, of a soul. For as long as I know, I've needed to fill, the part that is gone, that left me incomplete, and created this void. Filling it with attention, left me unwanted....

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Empty smiles

Surrounded by people, smiling, laughing, over things that, don't even matter. I hate them, I envy them, they feel fulfilled, with nothing at all. Why can't I feel, like I am needed? My life has no meaning, no place on this world. Still I am...

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