The True Reason
It's not out of desperation, but it is out of the feeling and fear of being alone. It's not the fact that family accompaniment is not enough, but the feeling that the love from my family is somewhat forced upon. Like that they feel compelled to have to love you, or you will be nothing through someone's eyes.
The partnership helps define that there are more people than just family that loves you. They show you true compassion, caring, and comfort that you would not feel every day. They show you the world from another perspective. It is not your eyes that tell it, but the actions and the feeling of this power; the unbreakable and irreversible strength of that such emotion that draws people closer than expected.
Although it may have some negative outcomes, you also have the brightest of memories that stick with you and tell you that not everything in life is bad; that there can be joyous times within your life that you can reminisce in the future.
The fact that you can see the passion and the sense to move onward deep in their eyes reassures you that there really is no other person that you can compare them equal to or greater than; that they are really different from any other. Everyone can find this happiness in their lifetime, but the when is left untold.
It's what makes the search more worth while. And before you think you have found the right one, look into their eyes. See if the reflection really is clear without the ripples of the winds to obstruct your view. The beauty of it all can speak more than words themselves. Until that grace has become known to you, the search still lives on.