Beneath her coat was a whole identity

Story by makyo on SoFurry

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#10 of Poetry

1st place winner of the Typewriter Emergencies poetry contest


Beneath her coat was a whole identity:

A subtle form of ideas under soft fur,

A constantly shifting mass of meaning...

And somehow, she pulled it off.

She would go for days without shedding a thing,

And then, as if a bottle rolling off a counter,

She would shatter, sending shards of self flying,

And then we'd all see.

Then we'd all see the terror, the joy,

Then we'd all see the grief at nothing,

Then we'd all hear her say,

"I'm not built for a life with death in it."

And slowly, she'd pick herself back up

And find a brand new way to piece herself together

And build herself a brand new smile

And brush out her coat once more.

Growth

Used to be you and I daily would walk through the fields out back of the house and talk for hours, spilling words and emotions. These walks were our daily devotions to each other over the years. The fields, dotted with ponds, were our space. We...

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Unimportant Verse 14

Between our houses, there is a simple fence - not a chasm, not a wall. Chain-link, waist high, bedecked with sweet-pea and set about with violets. Something we can tend, something to feel good about, something between us other than nothing.

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Unimportant Verse 13

Every time I seek to change my life, myself, my love, my name, every time I try and broaden my range in this shitty, all-encompassing game, I hesitate. With every change in my life comes the terror of maybe losing you of maybe being caught in...

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