Monster I Have Become: Ch. 2

I still have mr. teach, but he doesn't seem like he used to be.

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Monster I Have Become: Ch. 1

I feel like i have nothing left in my life." i told blades solemnly. "why would you think that? if anyone should be thinking like that, it is me. i have never had anything to care about in my life. you have your mother and your friends." he told me.

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Monster I Have Become: Ch. 4

I mean that i have clear thoughts and that i can think quickly and decisively because i have a clear mind and i know who i am.\* 'but who am i, rukan? who am i and why do i deserve to live in this world?' \*how should i know?

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Home, why don't I have one?

Shell and mask i put up...ever since i came back, i've been acting different, i've been an asshole to the people i care about...i've driven away several friends and picked pointless battles...i'm losing my friends and myself...i want to go home...i want to have

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my feeling i have right now

my feeling and emotions has changed alot doing the ast three months, with the lost of a father, my life lead to cutting and suffering for the most improtant father of my life i loved the most, the mate that cured me and love with all my heart, has...

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The Stormcloaks have found victory across the land

Ulfric smiled, and waited for the adulation to quieten before continuing 'my friends, we have sacrificed a lot to reach this point, and sadly we have lost some good people along the way.' he paused, reflecting on lost comrades.

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Monster I Have Become: Ch. 5

I have set the time back a bit to describe how he feels right now. i have gone back to a little bit after ryun ran away from the battle the second time.\*\*** pain. that is all i felt. i had gone back to the place where me and ryun had started fighting.

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Final Excerpt- I Have To Go Back

"guys, after everything we've been through together, i have no right to ask what i'm about to ask, but i'm going to do it anyway", i said. "what do you need?", mike asked.

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You haven't listened to them, have you?

Bishop hated having to let his guard down, and let other people in. that's why it happened so infrequently. but if he did have to let anyone in, he was glad it was one of these two.

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I've Lost Count of the Homes That I Have Lost

#40 of poetry we lost the house, even after having our offer accepted. i'm so tired of this. on the plus side, i think this "sonnet, blank verse, envoi" form has promise, it needs a name though. i've lost count of the homes that i have lost.

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I Ask Myself How Is It I Have Come

I have the air. i have the smell of sea. i have the flame on winter nights. i have the sound of trees. i have soft blessed rain. (and sunset knows i have, all undeserving, the sunset.)

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One day I will have him Chpter 2

He chuckled, "you have a thing for bumping into people don't you". i was at a loss of words, however i knew that was best because whatever i said might have came out wrong. i was about to leave when he stopped me.

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