The Note (aka The Grand Delusion)

By the time you read this, the contents of this letter will prove to be rather pointless, and yet I have left it for you to read in my absence. There is always a need for closure, and hopefully this will provide you with some. I, on the other hand,...

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goodbye...

Slit my wrists, Close my eyes. Watch me bleed, Watch me die. I fall to my knees as you cry, I say nothing except goodbye.

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A path away from pain

A young fox lies on his bed the bottle slipping from his hand rolling under the bed as he hears it hit the others he brings his hands to his face covering his blood shot eyes. "You know that will only last so long" says a voice. He open his eyes and...

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Poem: Lifemates

Death and I are companions rowing e're forward with sticks; Death and I are companions from the my smile to his shining white lips. From my legs, chilled to bone, soaked in cavernous lake, to my arms that are weary and sore, We row opposite...

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Poem: Home

I never expected to find home in a psych ward, Home in a very very unknown place, Home in ev'ry heartbeat, ev'ry shadow, Home in ev'ry crying, sobbing face, Home, for every tear that I will shed here, Home, for each and every drop I would, ...

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Ein Brief von Mein Lieb

Ich hatt' ein Liebchen ich so sehr geliebt Er war mutig und stark und war stolz sich, Aber wenn sein Brief kam, er so fröhlich verlässt Und er sagte mir: "Ich werde mein Land glücklich!" Am Tag seines laufenden Er küsste mich auf die Wange und...

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What if I told You...

(warning~ this poem's about suicide. if your'e triggered by things such as this, i suggest you leave right away) woah, another poem? this one's about death too! wow, i must be really depressed. what if i told you, i wanted to die.

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The Game

Lets play a game, lets play a game, lets put the chambers to the test, click Ridiculed for our success Demonized for our great ventures Ostracized for our differences Mocked for our transgressions It may not be a good game but its a game of high...

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Could have been

The disparity of kin ever growing Growing distant and lost Unheard, loathing in solitude Remember a time peace A time when waking from rest seemed blissful You smiled wider than your heart Wider than their animosity A heart of painted glass We...

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Whole to Me

Take one breath at a time The pain will follow you forever but one day you will remember That on those days you felt alive Even if it takes forever Remember on that day you were whole You were whole Cant promise things will feel better They...

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Ash

Even if the clock spun backwards, not a single thing could be changed, so let's put an end to this, let's bleed on the ashes of attempted suicide, where the proof lies now, very still at the bottom of the burial holding on to the answers that can't save

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Making the world more perfect

Making the world more perfect My name is Jennifer Anne Blacksmith, fourty and therefore not the youngest, many young women I cannot compete with, not filigrane, always built the strongest Look at the advertisment on the street young, perfect,...

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