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Have you ever been told something
that you knew wasn't true? Had the
words spat at you with hatred and
violence?
You're ugly.
Fat.
Worthless.
No one likes you.
You'll never have any friends.
No one would miss you.
You don't belong...
Poem, Poetry, Self Harm, bullying
I hurt my friends
I don't deserve
please go away
leave me alone
see the darkness in my heart
and let the light go free
I dissapoint
I destroy your dreams
I never meant
I have no glee
See the holes left...
FEELINGS, Inner self, Negative, Poem
Over the Edge
Free and clear,
Nothing here,
No clouds in a mile,
Been sunny for a while.
Then a rumble,
Barely a mumble,
Beyond the horizon,
Wind is rising.
Closer it gets,
Slowly it sets,
A storm grows,
But no one knows.
...
Imagry, Poem, Poetry, self reflection
Hello.
So I don't know how many people on here were actively following RUINER, but the last chapter went up more than two months ago. I wrote the next one but...I mean, I don't know. It's difficult to explain. I like Ruiner's concept, a lot. My...
Journal, Male, meta, real, self
Glory-us...
Legs unwilling to walk
Voice gone, no longer able to talk
Eyes closing among the sunny day
Soon, if I'm lucky, friends & family will carry me away...
Before then, I have a job to complete
Body broken, my resolve remains concrete
Not...
Poetry, Short Story, self-sacrifice
Mirror, Oh Mirror,
What do you see
Behind that bright face of glee?
_ _
_Hidden well beneath a mask
Thinner than air;
Away from the prying eyes
You hide something hideous;
Fowl and disgraceful
A beast
One of pure...
Anger, Reflection, Self Analysis, mirror
Pain, it's the only thing that keeps me sane, without it I'm nothing.
The depression, the anxiety, it all fades away temporarily.
All I ever feel anymore is pain, I see everyone around me happy, I envy there joy.
I can't remember a time I haven't...
Depression, Pain, Poem, self-harm
Should I confess all my love to her ?
Should I fight for my rights ?
Should I express my sincere opinions ?
Should I be less insecure ?
Should I not be so offended and scared by criticism ?
Should I stop comparing myself to others ?
Should I stop...
Anti-social, Editorial, Esteem, Faith, Issues, Negativism, Sad, Self-esteem, Self-image, Shy, Shyness, Social, Upset, behavior, broken, courage, heart, image, life, loneliness, opinion, phobia, prose, sadness, self
Confliction...
The trigger pulled, the body lay where life once stood
Evil actions gave peace to a being anything but good
Hands shivered as eyes met with shocking relief
Now to those only known by the bleeding would grief
One life for another
To...
Poem, Poetry, Self-reflection, slice of life
~ The kobold's soft wailing croon shifted into tones of conclusion as he adjusted the shower's water over to 'Arctic Glaze'. He always liked to follow the relaxation of a hot steam with the invigorative properties of a sudden chill. With the final...
Dragon, Hotel room, Kobold, Self Harm
give it a chance make a little dance, with that passion and dance. live alil be yourself, lack the hate contemplate the love that is walled in with the darkest sins like someones bins. be youself no one else, the music with in the tune to the bin. live...
Hopefulness, Ideals, Lust, Poem, Self-hatred