i'm a scarecrow, not jesus

\*\*a/n: unlike nearly all my writing on here, this one has no yiff in it. this is actually a suicide oneshot. i'm taking a breather from all the sex. this is not within the timeline of the rest of the oneshots. it's just randomly here. as always, i crave

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My Last Decision

Will I kill the gods? Or will I tread on? Will I be free Will I be myself In a snowstorm? Or will the breath go on Will I be me Or I will I have been me? Yes or No?

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The Note (aka The Grand Delusion)

By the time you read this, the contents of this letter will prove to be rather pointless, and yet I have left it for you to read in my absence. There is always a need for closure, and hopefully this will provide you with some. I, on the other hand,...

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Poem: Lifemates

Death and I are companions rowing e're forward with sticks; Death and I are companions from the my smile to his shining white lips. From my legs, chilled to bone, soaked in cavernous lake, to my arms that are weary and sore, We row opposite...

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Poem: Home

I never expected to find home in a psych ward, Home in a very very unknown place, Home in ev'ry heartbeat, ev'ry shadow, Home in ev'ry crying, sobbing face, Home, for every tear that I will shed here, Home, for each and every drop I would, ...

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Poem: The End of a Lonely Night

The lights outside flicker in the darkness As they often do in these scenes. The Setting: A rundown cheap Motel In a twelve-by-twelve room, Empty even with me in it. The Time: Dark enough To see the City from these outskirts And...

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Pity of an Angel 4

Disclaimer- this section of this story is moderately ok, but I still won't be held accountable for your decision to read this or for any psychological damage this or any of my stories cause. All characters are copyrighted; you can use them, but please...

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Pity of an Angel 2

And all for attempted suicide. wonder why you weren't sent to an asylum." she said, lifting up a few pages. "guess i'm just unlucky." he smirked.

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Goodbye, Farewell.

**"GoodBye Farewell"** This life I've lived is wasted. It's time I've thought this thing again. You. You were one that caused this. It's time I pulled the trigger now. Set it to trigger happy. It's done in front of you, I smile. Goodbye....

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goodbye...

Slit my wrists, Close my eyes. Watch me bleed, Watch me die. I fall to my knees as you cry, I say nothing except goodbye.

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A path away from pain

A young fox lies on his bed the bottle slipping from his hand rolling under the bed as he hears it hit the others he brings his hands to his face covering his blood shot eyes. "You know that will only last so long" says a voice. He open his eyes and...

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Issues of a 16 year old boy

Today, another school day, another day to live in sadness. The only upside? My Nikon camera came in the mail. I'm happy about it, but there isn't much but dirt around here. I guess I must improvise. Today didn't provide much drama or happiness. I said...

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