Questions
I rest my head as I listen to his breath, feeling his chest rise and fall. For a moment I wish that he isn't wearing a shirt, then I'll be able to immerse in his grey, warm fur. I sniff at his shirt, taking in a slightly musky smell along with his...
Turning Point
I let out a sigh. This isn't as easy as it seems. The confession can just be as easy as saying just two words 'I'm gay' and be done with it. But I just can't freaking say it out. Even after several deep breaths, my tongue is still tied. I am...
Growing Up
Autumn. It's the time of transition from summer to winter. Leaves turn from green to orange or brown and keeps dropping from the stupid trees. Wonder if that is why autumn is also known as fall. Grownups always say autumn is beautiful, but Jo...
Thoughts (Jo)
"Are you sure your head is really fine?" I ask, probably the fifth time already. We're doing some of our homework during a break just right after lunch, less work to bring home anyway. "Yes, stop asking already. As much as you are concerned,...
Reignite
I didn't reply him. I just stare right back at him. What am I supposed to say? We just stand and stare at each other for a few moments. Jo looks tired, as though he hasn't been sleeping well. I probably look as bad as he does - no,...
Explaination
"I mean it, Typh, I really do." "What?" I retort, "What do you know? How do you expect me to believe you at all? Doesn't it occur to you that I'm the one who came out and not you?" "I don't know how to explain this," Jo frowns as he uses...
Refusal
"Do you think Will would be okay with us?" I ask casually as I look through the number of stuffed toys on the shelf. "Will? Why are you suddenly asking that?" he questions as he pull out a white fluffy owl from the pile, "How about this one?" "Are...
Random wolf tf story
The next instance when he opens his eyes, the world is still blurry, unclear but dark. He feels the pain all over his body; the throbbing head, the open gash, the broken limbs... he is too weak to move. All he can do is just to lie there and wait for...
Friendship (Jo)
What am I supposed to do when my best friend just came out to me? There weren't any hints, signs or anything. What preparation can I possibly have? But is this really his fault? Why can't I be totally cool about it? I've heard stories of...
Continuing
"And no secrets, Jo," I say. I know something is up, I always do. That grey wolf thinks he can bluff me, but no. I've known him for so long, how can I not know when he is troubled? I know he doesn't want me to worry, so usually I play along and let...
Confusion
Yep, it is that stupid transition - from happiness to sadness then annoyance within a period of two minutes - which I am feeling now. I really have no idea if such paradoxical love is actually healthy for me. I can't pin down whether to forget or...
Complications (Jo)
I giggle as I tiptoe across the room to his bed. I don't know what's so funny, but I can't help but feel excited over it. Slipping in is way too easy for me. After all, I'm his best friend and his parents know me that well enough. I woke up early...