Hurricane Kim Chapter 15
Alex's face paled when he began to realize what he had said to his brother in his bitter self-loathing. his younger brother.
Eudaemon II: Dragon and Colossus, Part 2
A moment later, however, the dragokkaren smiled and bowed his head a bit, his face filled with self-loathing. "i apologize for my earlier provocation and the needless contempt, zerrex. you returned it to me and made me look like a fool."
North and South Chapter 13: A Lead
He grit his teeth tightly as he fought back the self loathing building up in his chest. "romulus came to me to offer his help, and i blew him off because of my resentment for him... and in the end i nearly got us all killed because of my negligence..."
Eudaemon II: Dragon and Colossus, Part 12
The wolf rolled over, facing now towards the back of the seat, hugging himself tight and closing his eyes as he felt self-loathing bubbling up from his stomach.
Chapter 2
I never forgot about what happened with her, but...it just dissolved into a state of depression and self-loathing after a while. i... i just don't know what to think of this. i feel a sting in my heart, but..."
Eudaemon III: Rebirth / Act II, Part 1
The undercurrent of his thoughts was rife with fury and self-loathing for breaking down and giving in so easily as he had... at least he could have killed one or two of the unseen and placed at least the tiniest knick in narrius's army.
A Ghost in the Hall: Chapter 4: I Think You Possessed Me
_ even with his powers, his self-loathing overwhelmed his mind too much to get any grip on himself, b-but…shelby wanted him to…wait? f-for what? to tell him he’s a wretched dragon and ought to be _slain?_ no, she…she walked…closer… “_s-sybus, y-you…?
Enochian: Book 1, Chapter 6
There is hatred, self-loathing first, and then hate of everyone else, especially those lost ones long ago loved... and then there is giving in, being snowed under, and wanting to go back to them no matter what... and there are beatings and fights that end
Pokemon - Tale of the Guardian Master - CH 154
self loathing... but at the same time, excitement... in a moment like that, your adrenaline just kind of kicks in. you feel so many negative things at once, you hate what you're doing, hate yourself for it...
Starborne: New Beginnings - Swan Song
Signs of near-catastrophic mental collapse i know all too well, having gone through a cycle of horror and self-loathing culminating in a suicide attempt in a matter of minutes after learning in what form i would spend the new life i've been gifted, not least
Evokation / Book III: The Tower / Part 10
Zerrex thought some of her expression was self-loathing, however... and he shook his head a bit, smiling faintly as he threw an arm around her shoulders once she came close and walking through the portal with her to step out into the main hall.
Enochian: Book 1, Chapter 3
And the rider through the air as the other three circled him rapidly, one of them skidding out of the way of the falling snowmobile before the wolf felt his body grow another foot, grunting as his teeth grit together painfully, his eyes burning with self-loathing