This Story, This Life.

My friends always said that i am depressing - as in my thinking - and should start thinking positive. but i just can't help it. i mean, it's not like it isn't true in the first place.

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INTP Road to Self-Knowledge

Ti needs to be fed, so it easily falls into a loop of judgment, cutting itself off from external perceptions, for example in deep depression, severely traumatized; ti - ni - si - fi; critical failure state; closing oneself to the outside world, getting stuck

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The Battle for Azure Finale: Unveiled

He suddenly exclaimed, his fur bristling as his depression gave way to anger. he even slid off the branch he was sitting on and looked at volcan square in the eye. "read my fucking lips, legs... i'm. not. coming. back. not while _she's_ there.

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The Sand Castle

I remember my mother, whom for better or worse, i take after, her manic days of running away from her depression mirrored by my own. i lay in my nest, my trophies around me, meaningless symbols for anyone save myself.

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"BLEU" - Thingy

Unknown to me, that this was also the onset of depression. however, it developed in the different direction from my experiences years ago. although there was a build-up of negativity in the form of resentment and strain, i just kept pushing on.

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The Beginning of Fall

"Home." It was all he could think about the last two weeks. It had been a long business trip in Paris and he did manage to make the sale, but it was the thought of home, and the thought of Karen that kept him going. "90 Marker Avenue,...

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The Lake

The dry grass rustled softly under my paws as I stepped from my car. The bitter night air burned my lungs as I took several deep breaths, the old forest smelt of earth and musk, colored with the cloying stench of decay. It took me several moments to...

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Memories

## Memories February 13, 2010 at 8:43am You know what is worse than the memories It's finding pictures of you every wall On my computer and on my phone And how I want to just toss them all! But, I just can't seem to let you go today Maybe...

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Chapter five - Something odd

i was finally able to pry myself away from my Xbox 360 long enough to write this up so you better enjoy it ...or else ^\_^ Chapter 5 - Mixed Feelings A full day has circled since the "trouble" on White Cliff Mountain, Dante has...

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Lost In the world

You ever have a day where all you wanna do is walk, music playing in your ears As the world moves around you. So you drag yourself out if the bed you've been in sense you awoke. You slowly get dressed throwing on shorts or pants, You throw on your...

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Lost in the world 2

You sleep soundly Until you roll over and your Arm hits the empty spot in your bed. Your eyes open slowly as you let out a small sigh imagining someone you love looking back at you. You sigh a bit louder and get up rubbing your eyes gently, Its another...

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poem of years long ago

day after day in endless repeat i walk and live with no reson of my exsistance im sick of this walk im sick of this place im sick of every one telling me it will be okay im sick of going to bed alone knowing that i will never be in the arms of a lover...

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