…thoughts…
Theres a window out of my dreamed paradise I couldn’t pay its reality, for the price, it wasn’t wise Even if not too crazy, it didn’t match my heart I wanted it badly, but it was missing a special part Now, the path is gone, overgrown...
…thinking…
Behind a smile, can lay a history, someone would not want to share In details soaked in bad choices, in those times, nobody can seem to care Only another day, lights show the weight of decisions regrettably unwanted This shadow of...
Thawt…
Something simple can be complex, if assumed, & left alone Jus like a conversation, can be misunderstood, on a phone
…again…
I have no doubt, I’m losing my body, & mind Even then, I can’t help wanting, to be kind It takes a lot for me to lose control The expected always takes its toll Knowing doesn’t always make things easier to accept Common decency, isn’t always...
…Hallow…
There's more that keepsshowing It's somewhat sickening really, one-sidedly knowing The secrets don't feel right to know The fake makes many give an unwanted show If thoughts could build character, I wonder now who I'd be It's becoming easier to...
…standing…
Degraded, hated, & misunderstood Through it all, I still wanna do good Beyond the moments not worth a smile I find a quiet mind ever waiting a while Too much can’t be remembered these days I’m truly happy now, moving these ways All in the moments...
…heartly…
Something I heard made me smile, like long before It was a compliment, I did adore It made my heart beat steady Like the day would end, & tomorrow, I would be ready Soothing to the soul, I enjoyed every moment It made fire in...
Torch-sure...
Torch-sure... Again, you smile back at me, more so through what you once knew Staying content with the bad & resentment Our life, our shared love, I, in away, took it & felt it was dwindling, fading into something terribly new The ending was...
Maybe…
Maybe I need more Maybe clarity will help what I adore Maybe some peace will calm a mental storm Maybe calm hands can take another form Maybe, everything is not complete Maybe, the floor was never concrete Maybe, tomorrow will become...
…morals…
“Crossing the line” becomes easier with the years More reasons now clear beyond the fears Better choices made yesterday Tomorrow seems like a dream we never pay It’s only considering everything, after the fact Is it really difficult, or just...
…again…
In first place I gave all to the race Didn’t end well, but here I am, still alive The water was shallow, but I took a dive It ended as expected My heart was infected Beyond medications I tried beyond hesitations What’s left is ruins...
Dizzy...
Night thoughts - 74. - Y knot... Dizzy... Shouldn't be surprised by tired eyes showing something that, shouldn't, can't be Still, I get such a chill, as dreams & nightmares hold hands, walking toward me Letting my nerves diminish to the dust around...