Night thoughts - 9. - because why not
Night thoughts - 9. - because why not Dependent on a demon of sorts, scary thought wait for a chance As past incidents, & my mentality continue their seemingly endless dance Derived from fear & hesitation Each step is heavily taken, though both...
Spinning while sleeping...
Night thoughts - 36. - y knot (Spinning while sleeping) Before I begin, let me share a single sin... As I lay woken by thoughts not my own I see clarity at the questionable things I'm shown Among a stance uneven, I find balance Giving into...
A drunken life pt.1
(A drunken life) pt.1 - A poem of pity... To the full... Wallet almost empty, vision fading into the night A quick slip & trip to the cold ground refreshes a hot thought as I make my way into another neon light In my best, I give another bar a...
Peacefully frustrating people...
Peacefully frustrating people... Too many times too late to imagine becoming more than a dream Drift east into a restless ocean of never-endings till you find a slow stream Deep enough to sink into eternity, stay above the below Give no doubt to...
Night thoughts - 30. - Because why not?
Night thoughts - 30. - Because why not? For some reasons, the seasons seem colder as I grow older In feeling mentally, the same. Same as physical It's such a strange change, from the heated which proceeded, I can't shake this cool Among the time,...
Night thoughts - 29. - Y not
Night thoughts - 29. - Y not Another still, standing, wanting , waiting for a lifelong thrill Blurs pass by a sideways sidewalk, unable to stay stable Feet slip & trip on nothing seen, so steadily still takes hold of another unable From first to...
D’out...
Night thoughts - 53. - Y knot D'out... Calamity in motion, I fell far beyond my self-given burden Through years in seconds, I saw all I left behind Among the landing, I felt... something long left in the back of reasoning Breaking down the...
Lie-f...
Night thoughts - 50 - Y knot... Lie-f... Among mystery, among the lost Lies a price paid beyond any cost Division only in thought, revision ever on the edge Many look to quickly what lies below the unthinkable ledge Surrounded by much, not many...
Friction-all...
Night thoughts - 40'something - Y knot Friction-all... (sry, I complained a lot) I find myself often looking at someone who's socially lost, forgetting the point they tried to make is only holding worth in mind to themselves, not at a glance Then...
Revisions...
Rambling reasoning - 44. (Short story poem) Revisions... A few years ago, I saw an old fear walking about, appearing to watch me move more I had hoped as a child, it would leave me be, go away to some distant shore As I stared in disbelief, the...
Calm chaos...
Rambling reasoning - 42. - (short story poem) Calm chaos... A warm feeling running down my arm Vision blurry, no real focus found, only certain something caused me harm Cramping just crawling, twisted pieces of parts hang off a bigger mess now...
Nocturnal...
Nocturnal... Timid to tell, the birds fly easy among clear skies above Wandering among the gentle breeze, I recall many I love Present in mind, almost as good as a surprising hug to share They, like so many, remind me, of how & why I care Some...