This week's writing challenge: it wasn't the same house anymore.
i stared out the window, not paying attention to any of the familiar scenery that passed us. five years since i left and i had thought i would be happy when i can back.
Depression, Modern, Possum, Raccoon, WritingGroupChallenge
This mask I wear grows heavy and weak
So many decades of unbearable pain
Have left me feeling everything but meek
From this anger, what can I gain?
I'm sick of playing what you call a game
I'm tired of all my doubts and fears
You've gone and...
Poem, Poetry
More poetry, straight from da and fa
i wake up
turning my head as i usually do
then i remember you aren't there anymore.
ANYMORE, Alliteration, Contractions, Depression, Elegy, Erase, Exceesive, Gay, Grief, I, Incoherent, Numerals, Purple, Rainbow, Red, Tags, Thoughts, Up, White, alone, blur, break, breakup, crayon, don't, jealousy, know, loveless, roman, sadness
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**chapter one: nothing is routine anymore**
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_lylat - present day (10 years later)
corneria territory
planet: papetoon
papetoon naval academy for young recruits_
"fox mccloud. wow.
Action, Adventure, Drama, Fox, James, Slippy, Starfox, falco
Not anymore." he lets that repulsive information soak into his indecisive son.
Brothers, Fantasy, Grim, Lore, Map, No-Yiff, Novel, Rabbit, SFW, Saga, conversation
I sighed quietly and i realized that this couldn't go on like this anymore... i rubbed my eyes for a moment and averted them from hers when i didn't really know what to say... and after a lot of hesitation, i just didn't know what to do anymore...
Bisexual, Ceylan, Character Development, Cheating, Coming Out, Emotion, Emotional, Gortoz A Ran, Lesbian, Love, Story Progression, Story Series
Which is why i can't do this anymore...'
'what are you trying to say...?'
'i can't keep you on a leash and give you false hope anymore... but i'm the problem and i always have been... which is why i need to let you go...
Bisexual, Ceylan, Character Development, Emotion, Emotional, Gortoz 'A Ran, Husky, M/F, Romance, Story Progression, Story Series, Terry, Tigress, break up
Day overwhelming rises up
and i've seen it before,
so i don't fear the sunlight
anymore.
Gay, M/M, Poetry, Romance, lyric
Nikki didn't responded to me anymore... i held on her stomach and kept her close, resting my head on her shoulder... she didn't place her hands back on mine anymore...
Ceylan, Character Development, Cheating, Clean, Gortoz 'A Ran, Lesbian, Love, Nikki, Otter, Story Progression, Story Series, Tigress, confession
He simply doesn't have a place in my life anymore...'
i was actually kind of startled when i heard her say that in a rather cold, emotionless tone... like she really didn't give a damn about her dad anymore...
Ceylan, Character Development, Clean, Drama, Meagan, POV, Redemption, Story Progression, Story Series, Suicide, Tigress, Wolfess, closure, swearing