Meh

I laughed when you said have hope I cried when you said you were done I should have known we would never elope How could I chase away my warming sun? My hands ball into tightly clenched fists as you put this down and abandon me Yet my love for...

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Can't Take This Anymore

This mask I wear grows heavy and weak So many decades of unbearable pain Have left me feeling everything but meek From this anger, what can I gain? I'm sick of playing what you call a game I'm tired of all my doubts and fears You've gone and...

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I will never bend

I think I'm finally ready I just need to take this slow and steady Reality will never bend to my will And my chances sometimes seem to be nil. Though these times seem to be my darkest hours I refuse to willingly bend to their overwhelming...

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Lost and Confused

You have me feeling so lost and confused Yet, you say you are the one who is abused The fire in my heart for you has finally burnt out Now you stand there and scream and shout. It seems your love for me has turned into hate You know this isn't...

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A Self-Revelation

So many things went on in my head With all of the pain in the words that you said Perhaps I forgot what was truly right Or maybe I have just finally seen the light. Yeah, I have no choice but to go on without you Though even with this my skies...

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You

How many times must I tell you that I'm fine You always loved to point out every single flaw Who are you to think that you are divine I'm going to be the first to say that your word is not law. I think it's time that I stood my ground I refuse...

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As I Watch

As I watch the rain slowly fall from the sky All is silent as I gradually begin to cry I don't understand what went wrong You tell me that I can't stay for long. How did it come to this Is it from ignorance and bliss Anger forcing my hand into...

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Why?

It's a miracle that we've made it this far You have my love bottled and sealed in a jar I want nothing more than to make you happy I hope that of this you are savvy Maybe someday you'll soon understand Seeing you like this is more than I can...

A Seemingly Hopeless Want

I wish it could just be you and I Though I could never say so Otherwise we may just die And just like that my blood will cease to flow. I put up with everything that you throw my way In hopes that maybe someday you will need only me Deep...

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Straight From My Heart

Baby please don't ever make yourself regret And over my absence you need not fret I will always and forever love you I wish I could find the words to give you the slightest clue. When I'm with you or even thinking about you time seems to stand...

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I Will Never Let Go

These days pass by so quickly And all of these feelings are leaving me feeling sickly Three years seems just to far away But my faith will never sway. I have long since made up my mind I know that there is no one else I'd rather find I'll be...

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My Retribution

This mask that I wear seems to be getting to heavy I tried to hide the pain somewhere deep inside But it seems to be screaming at me like a banshee I don't think my soul is ready for this dark ride. So I'll close my eyes and try to pretend That...