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Broken Pieces

Chapter Eighteen

By Roofles

“Okay, sorry. Needed a breather after that.” Alan sat up and looked Barrett over.

He was in his dark gray undershirt and suit pants still. The wolf hadn’t even opened his fly, despite the pronounced bulge threatening to burst it open any second. It twitched and Alan looked back up to see Barrett watching him.

“Was that acceptable?” Barrett asked in that even, monotone voice.

Alan voice cracked as he laughed. Barrett’s ears perked before his head tilted in confusion.

“Was it not?” He asked and Alan waved the concern away.

“No, it was. It really fucking was! That was breathtaking, literally.” Alan giggled. “I thought I was going to suffocate; you blew me so damn fucking hard.” Barrett’s tail swayed once in a wag. “And your mouth. Fuck, your mouth was so damn warm. I’m sweating still!”

“That is acceptable?” Barrett asked again as if needing the confirmation.

“Yes. Yes it is Barrett, fuck.” Alan let out his breath, still recovering from what had happened to him. “If you wouldn’t stop me, I’d have kissed you after that.” He giggled, blushing faintly as he moved a strand of sweaty hair out of his face. “Fuck, that was…”

Barrett’s ears remained perked, listening to him.

“Does kissing arousing you?” Barrett asked and Alan gave him a look.

“I mean, who isn’t aroused by kissing your partner?” Alan was beginning to have that post nut clarity and was looking at Barrett differently.

This wolf before him had just gone down on him. Sucked him off and licked up the aftermath. All because Reese had told him to. The Alpha’s order was almost a commandment to these wolves. Unable to disobey them or…

“Did you enjoy that?” Alan asked, getting worried now. As if he pressured this wolf into doing something with him. Even if he knew it had been Reese who had ordered such a thing, Alan had participated in this and enjoyed it, immensely.

“My, uh, wants and needs are not important, Alpha-mate.” Barrett licked his lips, still tasting Alan on them. He swallowed again as the human watched.

“Alan,” he corrected and got a look from the wolf. “From now on… you will call me Alan, okay?” He started slow and carefully as he spoke before making sure to put his foot down near the end… while still making sure not to piss off the six ten wolf in his bed.

“Yes…” Barrett hesitated, ears splaying out.

“Good. Promise me, Barrett.” Alan asked in a soft voice, not wanting to come off as demanding or threatening, as if he’d run off to tell Reese if Barrett disobeyed him. “It’s okay to make mistakes every now and then… I just like it when you call me by my name. It feels more real, that way. That we’re… friends.”

“It’s not proper…” Barrett frowned, not meeting Alan’s eyes. The look on his face… Alan recognized that look. It was the same one Reese always had when something unfamiliar came up and he was trying to decipher it.

He really was Reese’s brother in the end of things…

“Barrett,” Alan scooted closer, and Barrett flinched back. “Whoa, whoa. I’m not going to hit you…”

“I…” He stumbled with his words. Unable to refuse the Alpha-mate but also not wanting to piss of his Alpha in the process.

“Is it okay if I touch you…?” Alan had reached out a hand but hadn’t touched Barrett’s muzzle just yet. The wolf eyes shot over to look at him. To look over his face as Barrett tried to figure out if Alan had some ulterior motive. If he was going to get punished or… or… “Barret?”

“Yes…” The wolf’s ears folded back as he lowered his head down for him.

“Shit, you guys have been through hell.” Alan’s fingers brushed over the side of his muzzle and Barrett turned his head away but didn’t pull back. His body shuddered and it was hard to tell what that was about. “It doesn’t hurt, does it..?”

Alan had felt a scar along the side of Barrett’s muzzle. It was so deep that it was a wonder he’d never noticed it before now. His dark gray, almost black fur hid it well. Only his probing fingers had found where it was.

“No. It doesn’t hurt…” Barret said as if he was the one surprised by that. “It feels… nice.”

“Barrett,” Alan said his name and the wolf looked at him. “Is it alright if I, uh…” The human blushed, still feeling the aftermath of such a powerful climax. “Kiss you?”

The wolf’s ears shot straight up, and Barrett’s eyes widened.

“It’s not an order! Or a demand or anything like that… it’s more like a request…?” Alan offered weakly as he looked into those eyes. They weren’t blue like Reese’s. They were dull brown and lacked the hidden warmth as Reese’s had. These were hardened eyes that had never seen kindness given without something asked for in return.

“If you want…” Barrett was the one to look away first.

“Barrett,” Alan voice was no more than a hushed whisper. The wolf looked back at him. “What do you want…?”

“I want…” Barrett’s mind went blank at such a question. A wolf’s priority was for the betterment of the pack, the whole. Not the individual. He had pushed down his desires and urges to fill whatever role the pack needed him to be.

“Okay, admittedly… maybe a kiss was too intimate.” Alan pulled back. “I just wanted you to feel… good, like you made me feel. I guess, for me, it’s just… weird when my partner doesn’t get off when I do? I don’t value my happiness over others…” He held his left arm tightly, looking away. “I’ve been called a doormat more often in my life than I’d like, but… I just don’t like being the bad guy. It’s stupid, I know. Just… I like making people happy and laugh and bake them treats… I don’t like hurting others and I’m hurt because of it. Does that make sense?”

Barrett listened to his words and looked down at the human’s hands resting in his naked lap. Open, vulnerable, naked before the wolf… it was a wonder Barrett was able to hold back as he did. He was beginning to understand how Reese could have fallen for someone his polar opposite.

“And making me happy makes you happy…?” Barrett finished the thought and Alan smiled at that.

“Basically yeah. Just think of me as a service bottom. I’m not much of a top,” Alan offered with a shrug. “Though, there was that one time…” He thought of Reese but didn’t admit it. Even Reese had his limits, and he was sure his wolf would rip out his voice box for telling anyone that Alan had once topped him.

“Right. What… what do you want to do?” Barrett asked and the question took Alan a second to process. The wolf, even now, was asking what he wanted. What Alan would tell him to do, and Alan was beginning to see a major issue with these wolves.

“Can you… not decide on things by yourself?” Alan hesitated, unsure how to digest this news. The other wolves were definitely followers. That much was clear. He just never thought some of these wolves were this… damaged. Broken.

“I…” Barret wasn’t sure what to say, so he repeated himself. “What do you want to do?” The wolf’s hands pawed at his sides, nervously scratching at the dog bed they were in together.

“What I want to do?” Alan laughed at that. “Uh, well. That’s a loaded question. See, I thought your BJ was out of this world. Reese… Reese isn’t very good at that.”

“I can imagine,” Barrett snorted in amusement. One of his ears flicked and for the briefest of seconds, he smiled.

“You were incredible though,” Alan continued as he watched the wolf. The further he complimented Barrett, the more the wolf seemed to relax and open up to him. He was far less guarded than before. “I seriously wish I could just keep your snoot as a personal masturbator,” the human felt warm in the face again admitting such a thing.

It was funny. Most people felt like they could open up to Alan, but Alan didn’t have someone like that. Not until he had met Barrett. This submissive service wolf that he could talk to and use and drag along to everything he did with. Someone who seemed happy just to be included as if that was his purpose in life.

Barrett smirked, eyes half closing as he looked at the human.

“If you wish, I will ask Reese if that can be done.” Barrett growled, licking over his fangs. “I expect a treat every time I… service you.”

“No! If you did I swear my balls would pop,” Alan laughed and scooted closer. Barrett didn’t pull back this time when the human touched him. “You really were good at it… makes me realize how little I know about you,” Alan reached up and pet the side of Barrett’s face.

“I am the Alpha’s right hand and your guard.” Barrett answered.

“Yeah, no. I don’t buy that.” Alan was the one to snort, pulling back as he looked the wolf over. “Okay, let’s see if I can’t get you to open up a bit more to me…”

“You aren’t going to barrage me with questions are you? You talk… a lot.” Barrett gave him a look, frowning.

“Oh, shut up.” Alan laughed as he moved closer and reached out. “No, I was thinking I’d get you a little more comfortable. For starts.” And he opened the front of one of Barrett’s shirt buttons. Popping it open and letting it hang there. “You have such an amazing body, Barrett.”

The wolf swallowed but didn’t move, sitting upright as Alan slowly undid the buttons of his shirt. Barrett had tossed his shoulders back, head raised up and Alan was sure he was also pushing his chest out for him at this point as the human stroked and petted over his chest. Groping his firm muscles and teasing a nipple when he found it with an exploring finger.

“Your furs incredibly soft as well. I loved snuggling you last night,” Alan said knowing the two were in full understanding that this role play session did not exclude Reese in the matter. If there was ever an option between the two, Alan would be snuggling against Reese.

This. This was just one of those rare moments where it was just Barret and Alan.

“I got a fur trim this week…” Barrett said as if that would answer the question Alan hadn’t asked.

“You also haven’t bathed in like three days,” Alan chuckled. “And I get it,” he rolled his eyes. “Wolves and their muskiness. You guys use those scentless wash sprays you comb through your fur and clean up the more naughty bits before showering like once a week. I get it. I do. Just, fuck…” Alan blushed. “You really smell.”

“Is that… a bad thing?” Barrett glanced down at him.

In answer, Alan opened up Barrett’s shirt and moved closer to him. Pressing his nose against his chest, Alan took a heavy breath of the wolf’s natural musk before nosing over to an armpit that Barrett was more than happy to lift for him. Watching the human cuddle closer to his body, nosing, and sniffing at his furry, sweaty armpit and inhaling the rich aroma from it.

“Holy hell… other than Reese, I don’t think anyone has such a strong BO.” Alan giggled as he pulled back, wiggling his nose. “I like it. You smell good, Barrett.” And the wolf ate up the compliment as his tail wagged.

Where someone else might be offended by it, most canines took such words to heart. It was one of the biggest of compliments you could give to a species that relied on their sense of smell. If you didn’t like someone’s smell, there was little to no chance the two would end up together.

“I wonder if you smell stronger elsewhere,” Alan looked down Barrett’s front before back up at him. The wolf was watching him intently. “Do you plan to tell Reese about this…?”

“Yes.” Barrett didn’t even hesitated, and Alan grinned at that.

“Good. Make sure you get every single detail down. I want him jealous that he wasn’t here to enjoy what I’m about to do to you... I’ll be relying on you to inform him, Barrett.” And Alan reached up to pet the side of his face as the two locked eyes.

“Understood, Alpha-mate… I mean, Alan.” Barrett tensed as the human moved closer, waiting for Alan to sniff him again.

Instead, he felt the softest of lips press against his and his ears perked up.

“Good.” Alan breathed against him, and Barrett’s fur stood on end. “Are you okay with this, Barrett..? To be my sexual release, again?” Alan asked because he needed to know. To have consent from this wolf he had grown close to these past years.

“Yes. Do as you please. I will make sure to relay everything to Alpha.” Barrett voice was flat as ever, but his eyes were pleading for Alan to continue. They were screaming silently at the human, begging him not to stop.

To touch him. To sniff his body. To cover himself with Barrett’s muskiness. Rub their naked bodies together and just do so much more together. Those eyes were begging where Barrett’s words didn’t.

Alan had to wonder how long it had been for him, or any of these wolves, just to feel someone like this. To have someone feel them. To pet them, love them, taste them, sniff them, and compliment them for it. Alan couldn’t heal the damage done but maybe he could help some of them, like Barrett, through it. To see the other side.

“I love you, Reese.” Alan said as if Barrett were a recording that would play back these words to his mate. “I’m glad you have such a wonderfully amazing brother that you can trust him with your mate in his hands,” and Alan felt Barrett hold his sides as if given permission, allowed to do so at his words. “I’m thinking of you, Reese. Always. Every day. That has never changed, even now. And I like Barrett, just so we’re clear,” he laughed feeling rather silly doing this. “If there had to be someone here, that wasn’t you, I’m glad it was Barrett. I hope he’s comfortable with that…”

Alan asked and Barrett gave a single nod as he focused on the human words.

“Good. Cause, honestly, out of every wolf here… yes, that includes my ex.” Alan said, and Barrett’s lip lifted slightly. “Out of every wolf here,” Alan pushed a finger down on the wolf’s snout and Barrett eased up. “There is no one else that I rather be here with, other than you, than Barrett.”

Barrett’s ears folded back at that and Alan gave him another kiss. It was longer than the first, deeper, fuller and Barret felt his lips open as their tongues met.

He knew the kiss was for Reese, something Barrett would tell his Alpha later on instead of… showing. But it was so passionate that Barrett couldn’t help but feel heated from the exchange of saliva, as their tongues met, dancing between them, and his grip tightened on Alan’s sides as the building lust inside began to take hold.

Slowly, Barrett forced his wider, longer, thicker tongue into Alan’s mouth and the human moaned into the kiss making the wolf’s tail wag again.

His tongue was so thick and hot, Alan was sure Barrett’s internal temperature ran hotter than other wolves. It was making him gasp and pant around the thick muscle wiggling around in his mouth. And he could taste him. The thick tart drool of the wolf as Barrett’s tongue drool down his throat.

Alan gulped, tasting it on his lips. Feeling that drool run down his throat as the wolf stared down at him until the human had to tap out.

“Fuck,” Alan had to take a breath after the two parted and Barrett was breathing almost as heavily, panting hotly on his face. Alan didn’t tell him to stop, so Barrett continued. His jaws parted, tongue hanging out the front as his steaming breath washed over the human’s face. Alan could smell his breath and didn’t mind. “Maybe just tell him about that,” Alan smiled, and Barrett roll his eyes.

It was a very, for lack of a better word, human way of showing your feelings. Barrett’s face had eased up as Alan straddled his lap, looking into his face as the two had kissed. He was breathing heavier, and his jaws were open, exposing his sharp fangs he usually kept hidden.

It reminded Alan so much of Reese. Back when they first had reunited after all those years apart. A wolf that was so closed off to himself that it had taken almost dying to get him to finally open up, even only a sliver, to Alan.

“Barrett,” Alan said his name and the wolf tensed.

“Did I go too far?” He asked, ears perking up as his eyes widened slightly.

“What? No. That was amazing. You are really good at giving head and kissing.” Alan laughed as he moved back to sit on the bed. “I was just going to ask you what you wanted to try together…?”

“Try…?” Barrett didn’t seem to follow. Alan made a jerking motion with a hand.

“Like, do you want me to give you a hand job? I’m not as good as you guys are at BJs but I’m damn persistent!” Alan said with a grin.

“You want to suck me off…?” Barrett wasn’t sure if he was comfortable with that. He glanced towards the steps as if waiting for Reese to burst through the door and strangle him to death as he made Alan watch in warning.

“Well, that or I could get on all fours for you?” Alan looked back over the bed, missing the look that passed over the wolf’s face.

Barrett’s jaw had slackened as if one of the hinges in it had broken and he just gawked at the human who had offered to get on all fours for him as if it were the most normal, casual of things to do.

“I was thinking I could lay here on my back, legs up and open but that might be a bit too intimate. Looking at each other,” Alan turned back to the wolf. “What? Too much?”

Barrett brain had shut off and stuttered as it tried to reboot.

“What… what would you like to do?” Barrett licked the drool from his lips, wiping it off his chin with the back of his arm.

“Well, I want to do what you’re comfortable with, Barrett. Reese and I already know what we like and don’t like and can and cannot do together. We’ve been together for years.” Alan laughed. “I’m not used to having a, uh, different dance partner.”

“Wow. That had to be one of the gayest things you’ve ever said.” Barrett huffed. “What... What would Reese like to do with you?”

“After…” Alan bobbed downwards at himself, and the wolf rolled his eyes again. “Well, what I would do,” Alan scooted closer. “Oh, you have to open your pants.” Barrett was already in the process of doing so. He zipped it down, unbuckled his belt and toss it open as his heft sagged forward. Barrett wasn’t wearing anything underneath and it was far more arousing than Alan had thought.

“Like this?” He asked when Alan just stared.

“You aren’t wearing underwear.” Alan dumbly noted as he looked up at the wolf as if Barrett wasn’t aware of that.

“No. It’s… irritating. I sag a lot. Underwear can be very… constraining,” Barrett looked down at himself. “Do you wish for me to wear underwear in the future, Alan?”

“To be honest, no.” Alan blushed. “It’s actually super-hot you don’t.” Barrett wagged. “Going commando like that.” Alan looked back down. “Fuck, I can feel the heat from here…”

“I have been called a hot dog in the past.” Barrett said dead serious, and Alan had to cover his mouth from laughing at the stupid nickname.

“Do you just run warmer than others?” Alan asked as he placed a hand on Barrett’s leg. The wolf watched him the entire time.

“How about you feel and find out for yourself, Alan…?” Barrett growled at the end and the human shivered. The sight of it made the wolf’s tip push free of the struggling sheath trying to contain it all. The tapered tip glistened in the dim light from the window and Alan gasped at the sight.

“Damn, Barrett. How are you still single, I’ll never know.” Alan lowered himself down onto his stomach, between the wolf’s legs as he nosed forward. “You are just… beautiful.”

The wolf growled.

“Too gay?” Alan asked without looking away from it. The tip was dark red but eased up as the length slid two inches free; the length of his shaft lightening in color and Alan traced a finger of the visible veins of it. It twitched at his touch, reacting to it as if bobbed in place as if pleading for more.

“Keep. Keep talking to me.” Barrett gritted his teeth. “Just, keep praising me.”

Alan held back the laugh at that. Who would have guessed that Barret had a praise-kink. Alan knew Clem and several of the other dogs did. He just hadn’t expected a wolf to want such a thing. They were so large and wild looking. Their features far sharper than their more tame cousins.

To think, in the end, all Barrett wanted to be was a good boy?

“Well, Barrett.” Alan said his name as he had noticed Barrett liked when the human did. Using his name. Addressing him. Including him. Barrett might claim he was just a tool for the Alpha to use but he was still, somewhere deep down, his own wolf and Alan could respect that. “You have one of the most lovely shafts I have ever seen in my life. I’m drooling. Like, I’m actually drooling from the sight of it.”

The wolf growled deeper, shifting slightly as he eased back onto his ass so he could place his feet firmly on the dog bed the two were sharing.

“I just want to… touch it,” and Alan did. “It’s hot. Like, really hot. You weren’t kidding,” the human giggled and scooted closer, nosing it. Sniffing it. Letting the sound of his sniffs reach the wolf’s ears.

The slick, hot shaft jumped, and the tip oozed more clear, lubricating pre as the wolf got worked up from it all.

“And fuck, Barrett. These nuts! You’re fucking hauling around walnuts here. Like those big walnuts we saw on the discovery channel the other day!” Alan smiled as he held one of them in his hand. The flesh was moist, and the smell was so strong Alan could feel it sticking to his face as he nosed at it. The loose fleshy fur sack was warm, and Alan took a slow deep breath of it.

Barrett groaned a murring growl as his thighs flexed. He kept looking down at the human. Watching every move, he made. Listening to every sound that left Alan’s lips. Watching as the naked human wiggled his ass back and forth as if he were a dog wagging it’s tail.

Barrett, hesitating, placed a hand between Alan’s shoulders blades and left it there. Preventing Alan from pulling back but didn’t push him any closer. He let Alan do that. Not needing to encourage the human who scooted closer, between his legs. Curling up naked in his lap. Against his body. Surrounded by his heat and musk as it filled the room that smelled so much of Alan and Reese and their escapades together.

If these walls could talk…

“You should sleep naked more often,” Alan said as he opened his mouth and licked over one of Barrett’s orbs. “I would love to wake up with this pressed up against me, heh…” He rolled his tongue around in his mouth. “Damn tasty too. Salty, damp and just… musky. I love it. You taste amazing Barrett.” And Alan moved up to the shaft.

Barrett jerked suddenly and a low whine escaped him. The wolf was as startled as Alan was by the sound and clapped a hand over his muzzle.

“Uh.. how about I go back down and keep tasting your hot sweaty body before we do other things?” Alan asked and Barrett gave a single nod, ears splayed out as he refused to look at the human now. “Heh, alright. Well… you did need a bath.”

Alan nosed back down, sliding his nose between the curve of Barrett’s inner thigh and his drooping sack. Alan felt the leg flex as the sack dragged down his other cheek. Nosing down underneath until it draped over his face and Alan huffed in Barrett’s taint.

It was strong. The heat and smell of the wolf was making Alan light headed and he was sure he’d pass out if he stayed down there for long.

Drooling, Alan began licking. Cleaning the wolf as he had done to Reese countless times before. Closing his eyes, it was hard to differentiate the two from each other. The smell was similar, if slightly different. Their sizes were close, and the color and pattern of their fur was nearly identical. The sound Barrett made weren’t as deep as Reese’s and the wolf was far more repressed than Alan had thought as he grabbed hold of his thighs and forced them to squeeze around his face.

Those muscular, sweaty thighs pressed and rubbed over Alan’s face as he drank in the powerful musk of the wolf. Barrett groaned, toes clenching as he let out a sound that could’ve been a whimper. Alan’s ears were covered by two thick meaty thighs making it impossible to fully hear it.

Panting, Alan eased up and needed a moment to catch his breath.

“So,” Alan swallowed as he looked at the wolf. Barrett had both hands over his muzzle, still refusing to look at him. “You’re going to keep your pants on.” Barrett nodded meekly. “I’m going to climb into your lap,” the wolf swallowed the pooling drool in his mouth. “And you are going to slide that beautiful dick of yours inside me.”

“A-Alan,” Barrett started, lowering his hands down as he tried to complain.

“Do you not want to cum inside me?” Alan asked and the wolf’s ears perked up at his words, eyes widening before they quickly clamped shut and his ears folded back.

“I…” Barrett struggled with the words.

“I want to feel your fat wolf cock inside my hole, Barrett.” Alan scooted closer, placing a hand on his exposed chest. “This is just what I want. I want to feel you close to me. To know the man watching my back also had it at one time,” Alan huffed, getting a second high from the wolf’s powerful musky heat as he bent down to nibble and bite at the wolf’s neck. Barrett lifted his muzzle for him, exposing his throat to the human. “Take me like Reese takes me. Can you do that for me…?”

Barrett nodded several times without answering.

“Will you cum inside me?” Alan closed what little distance was between the two as he slipped one leg on either side of him. Holding Barrett for support as he breathed the words hotly against his ear. “Reese,” he said his lovers name, thinking of him. “Will you cum inside me like you know I love? I love feeling you pump your load into me. You’re so hot and thick and you make me feel so loved when you do it…”

“I can. I will. Yes. Yes, Alan.” Barrett huffed and panted as he nodded several times. “Whatever you want. Whatever you tell me to do. I will. I will obey you.”

It hadn’t been the exact response he’d been expecting but Alan knew this was just a substitute for his wolf.

“It’s been a little while, Reese. Take it slow,” Alan said knowing that Reese would only for a reasonable time before railing him into the bedding. Barrett on the other hand nodded, following the orders down to the letter as he took hold of Alan’s ass with his hands and helped the human settle down over his twitching length.

“Paint your brush over my hole,” Alan instructed, and Barrett did. Taking hold of his half-exposed length, he ran it up and down Alan’s crack. Painting it with his dripping fluids. “Ah, you really are my hot dog, aren’t you Barrett?” Alan shivered and Barrett clenched his toes.

“Yes. Yes… I am yours, your… hot dog.” Barrett growled the words as he pulled Alan closer.

“Tease me with it,” Alan whined, and Barrett obliged him. Rubbing his tapered tip over his sensitive hole around Alan’s donut as he squirted another dose of pre, glazing the human’s ring. “That’s it, that’s my good boy…”

Barrett whined, clenching his eyes tightly shut.

“My good boy,” and the wolf nuzzled against his head. “My Barret. My sweet, sweet Barrett…” Alan licked his suddenly dry lips. With Reese, it was always taxing during the first entry. No matter how much Alan prepped himself, Reese was a monster, and the human would be moaning from the first five inches of his boyfriend’s fat wolf cock pushing inside him.

Barrett wasn’t like that as his tip found Alan’s hole and breached him. The very tip poking inside as his length jumped and pulses with his pre, squirting into Alan’s ass to lubricate it before proceeding further inside.

It was a smooth entry, the wolf taking his time as instructed to let Alan adjust to his length. Inch by inch Barrett slid inside him, fitting snuggly within the human’s body before humping another half-inch in. It was a slow, leisured pace the two took as they held one another. Arms around the other as the snuggled closer, sharing their warmth and body together as they found comfort in each other’s touch.

It wasn’t as sexual as it was with Reese, no. This felt far more intimate though. Far more personal. Barrett was doing as he was instructed, and Alan was letting him… letting him inside and letting the wolf be part of his life and the two knew this would forever change things between them.

“Barrett,” Alan rubbed his cheek against the wolf’s muzzle. “You’re so good at this. You’re perfect.” And the wolf wagged. “You spread me so nicely. You fit inside me as if you were made for me. It’s, holy… it’s amazing.” Alan panted. “And you are so fucking damn hot,” he groaned. “I feel warmer just with you inside me…” He licked his lips. “Don’t stop, don’t stop feeling me with your warmth Barrett.”

And the wolf obeyed.

Alan didn’t need to lie, and the wolf licked the side of his face for that. Letting the human adjust to his size before it began to engorge and increase with Barrett’s rising arousal. Holding Alan against his chest, Barrett took the human on his lap.

Alan did most the work. Rising up the wolf’s glistening red shaft and pushing back down until he felt the tip poke against his prostate, feel the furry sheath squish against his spread ring and feel the wolf’s thigh supporting his body before repeating.

He was loud. Alan couldn’t help it. He just groan as the wolf’s shaft nearly slipped out of him before moaning as Barrett met his return with a welcomed hump. Pushing back inside his body. All the way to the hilt where his hot tip pressed and rubbed over Alan’s prostate. The heat of him, feeling it pulse like that, Alan nearly came again on the spot.

“Reese,” Alan had begun to say his lovers name. Barrett didn’t mind. He knew what this was. What they were. He was just happy to be a part of it. “Oh Reese, fuck me. Fuck me harder Reese.” And Barrett did. His pace increasing and those urges and desires he’d been suppressing began to be let loose. “Harder. Ah, fuck. Fuck! That’s my prostate. I feel you. You feel so god damn fucking good inside me, Reese. Reese. Oh baby, fuck me. Fuck me. Breed me. Mate me!”

And Barrett did…

Harder, faster Barrett humped into the human he squeezed in his arms, refusing to let him go until he felt his knot swelling, finding where he wanted to bury it but froze as he felt that resistance of Alan’s ass press against it. The human sitting on his lap once more as the two took a breather.

“Why’d you stop?” Alan was panting, sweating, and moaning his name. “Knot me, Reese. I need it, please. I’ll beg and whine for you daddy.”

“I-I can’t, it’s Alpha’s only…” Barrett struggled between the deep pleasure he was feeling verse his sworn duty as a wolf of the pack to his Alpha-mate’s request, to his brother and…

“Please,” Alan clenched around the wolf’s rigid shaft and Barrett gritted his teeth from the hot pleasure coursing through his length and down into his balls. It was building and unless he made a decision soon it would be too late. “Barrett,” Alan said his name and the wolf looked at him. “Please…?” And the human kissed him.

It wasn’t like the first that was soft and caring, nor like the second that was hot and passionate. This was something else entirely and Barrett felt jealous of Reese for having such a kiss reserved solely for him as he relented and pushed into that kiss.

And pushed his knot inside the willing human in his lap.

It felt right. The squeeze of that hole around his knot before breaching, pushing through and taking Alan as his. In this moment, Alan belonged to Barrett as his knot swelled and tied the two together as their lips continued to meet.

Barrett reached up to pet the side of Alan’s face just as how the human had done to him. Mimicking his actions and repeating them back. Barrett groaned into the kiss as he felt the human’s head push into his palm, resting against it.

It was all he needed as the human settled on his lap and Barrett squeezed him closer as he began to hump.

Alan was held as he was laid on his back, the wolf over him, holding him, as Barrett hips worked on pure instinct. Humping and pressing down into the human with his legs up in the air as he took him. Mated him. Bred him. He felt the resistance of his ring, but his knot was already inside and Barrett found the perfect pace, the perfect angle to make Alan moan as his bitch.

The sound of him, the feel of his hot shaft rubbing against the human’s pulsing prostate… it was everything.

The wolf’s shaft began to throb with the squeezing action of Alan’s ass as the human came. Every load he dumped onto his chest made his ass squeeze, prostate pulse and Barrett was the one to feel it. To be there for Alan in that moment of his release and, in turn, his own release. A release that made his sack sag low before pulling up taut against his body, skin outlining his hefty orbs… and the tip spraying his richness inside Alan’s insides, coating them with thick wolf seed. Alan could feel it. Feel the pulse of his shaft before he felt the warmth settling inside him. It was heavy and Alan collapsed against Barrett’s front, holding him tightly as their sweaty musky bodies rubbed against one another.

“Fuck, I feel you.” Alan huffed against the side of Barrett’s face, and he looked down at the human without a word. “You… you keep coming. Do you ever stop?” He laughed softly, smiling and Barrett’s tail wagged at that. The two, tied together, were a sweaty mess of fur and skin as their limbs entwined with one another as Barrett settled onto his knees, still holding Alan against his chest. “Fuck, going to get me pregnant before Reese does.”

Barrett’s ears splayed out.

“That… that would be hilarious actually.” Alan sighed, resting against the scruff of his neck. “You smell like him…”

“I know…” Barrett looked away.

“You look so much like him…” Alan huffed as his body eased up, even as Barrett continued to dump his thick load inside him. “I miss him.” The human whispered.

“I know.” Barrett nuzzled his face.

“But I’m glad you’re here… that we did this… I needed this. Thank you.” Alan said into the scruffy fur of Barrett’s neck, losing himself in it. “Thank you, Barrett… for being here.”

“I… I’ll always be here for you Alan,” Barrett stared off to the side, wondering if this was how Domino felt about Logan. The human tensed as he felt the wolf spurt again inside him. The amount had lessoned, the force had eased up, but the wolf was still oozing deep inside the human now sitting on his lap as Barrett sat back on his legs.

“You mean as long as we’re part of the pack,” Alan chuckled and squeezed Barrett tighter, clenching his ass around the wolf’s hot dog.

“No.” Barrett licked his lips. “No, that isn’t… we already talked about this.” Barrett’s ears folded back. “Reese, Salt and Pepper… Lilith back when she was still…” Barrett closed his eyes. “We’re all half-siblings. Be it our father, Mauler, or… Vicky.” Barrett growled at her name. “We’re all in this together. Until the end. Until the end…”

“Until the end, huh…?” Alan kind of liked the sound of that. It was sad, yet real. Like life.

“Reese… Alpha-brother is finding our lost siblings. Those who survived…” Barrett rested his head on Alan’s and held the human closer. “Offering them a home that we… we never really had.”

“Reese is?” Alan thought about that.

“He told me that the biggest mistake of his life was not coming back sooner,” Barrett didn’t need to look at Alan’s face to know he was holding back tears from the words. “He regrets that. It was needed but… he still regretted that. Reese… We were all waiting for him to return… some of us didn’t survive long enough to see it happen.”

“I’m so sorry, Barrett…” Alan tensed before easing back, still tied to Barrett as he looked into the wolf’s face. “See what happen?”

Barrett chuckled lightly, nosing at Alan’s face. Sniffing over him. He smelled himself all over Alan and liked that. He liked knowing that his seed was inside Alan, even if he belonged to Reese. This felt… right. A true bonding experience between them.

Alan was his pack. Reese was his pack. These other wolves? They were there, sure, but they weren’t… this.

“To see Reese have someone worth fighting for…” Barrett closed his eyes as he pushed his snout into Alan’s hair, taking a deep breath of him. To forever remember his scent and this moment. To tie the two of them together, Alan’s scent and this memory, as he tied the human now. Letting it ingrain into his mind this pleasurable moment in his shitty life... “A wolf has no need to protect a territory without those within it… Our unity is what gives us strength, Alan. The Pack is helpless alone, but together… we’re invincible.”

Alan knew that Barrett meant The Pack, not the individual wolf who would sacrifice their lives, was invincible. That it would live on and that was why, even after everything… Reese had kept the name.

“The Elysium Pack,” Alan said the name aloud. “I looked it up, once… what it meant… the place of ideal happiness.” Alan wanted to laugh, so he wasn’t sure why he felt a tear ran down his face. “Ideal Happiness, huh? What even is that…”

“This.” Barrett said and Alan clenched his ass around the wolf who growled, nuzzling his face. “Easy. You already milked me dry… for now.”

“Dammit, Barrett,” Alan laughed as he pushed the wolf who moved back. Barrett gave him a look, then pulled further away and Alan tensed as he felt his ass tug from the motion.

“Y-you ass!” Alan squirmed and the wolf smiled.

“You’ve taken a knot before, haven’t you?” The wolf was back to his snarky remarks as if the emotional moment between them never happened. As if, them tying together, had never happened. That the brief fleeting moment, that ideal happiness, was just that… a pipe dream the two had shared together.

“Shut up.” Alan tried to growl, and the wolf huffed, showing his teeth.

“I like it when you growl for me,” Barrett teased, and Alan pulled back making both of them wince. “Dammit, Alan! Do you want it to pop off?”

“Would serve you right,” Alan glared back but knew better than to tease further. His ass would already be sore after this, no matter how… intimately loving Barrett had been about the act. The wolf was still large, maybe not as large as Reese but…

“Fuck, I don’t know how he puts up with you.” Barrett growled as he pushed Alan onto his back, moving along with the motion before lazing out over the human’s body. “Put your face in my pit and go to sleep.”

“What?” Alan blushed as he watched the wolf lift up his arm and look down at the human tied to him.

“You talk too much.” Barrett smirked as he laid back down, shoving Alan’s face into his armpit. “Go to sleeeeeep.”

“Barrett!” Alan laughed though, feeling the hot musky fur of Barrett’s armpit rub over his face. He smelled. It was hot and the sweat got on his face… and it was one of the best moments of Alan’s life.

“Sleeeeeep.” Barrett growled and… and the two did.

Alan eventually cuddling up to Barrett’s side as the wolf held him with one arm, watching the entryway to the basement as the thoughts drifted in and out.

“Ideal happiness?” How long had the wolves of this pack struggled to obtain that.

Mauler had been ruthless, yet cunning. Increasing their numbers through strategy breeding program he had implemented and had single handedly rounded up the other packs in the area to serve under him. The abuse he had given had eventually returned to him and he died at his son’s own hands.

Bale had been cunning and ruthless like his father but wasn’t as strong, needing to use others to get his means. His vanity and pride had ended up being his downfall, wasting their riches on fanciful trinkets and cars in order to feel like the top dog they all knew he wasn’t. Betrayal within the pack and, eventually, taken down and removed by his brother.

Diamond had bitten off more than she could chew and ended up with a bullet in her head, splattering her brains over the lawn. Vicky had been her mate and lost herself to the grief and suffering of losing her; the wolf who had saved her from Mauler’s breeding program. Drugs had rendered her mad and at the last moment, as if the with the last flicker of her sanity, she had given it all up to Reese. Dying at his hand in order to place Reese on the bloody throne of Alpha.

Each of them, in their own way, putting Reese in charge. As he was bred to be.

Barrett just hoped this time, it would be different and maybe they’d be able to find that promised land all wolves dreamt of…

“Elysium…”